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uhhhh............so.. life sucks
school is very annoying
im stressed and kinda lonely
oh.. and poor .. that too
another teacher called me a slut...
im starting to notice a pattern............
im giving up on alot of things ....
i dont sleep much... i dont understand why school has to start at 7:40 in the freakin morning.....
who the fuck thought that was a good idea??
brandon goes to CLI, that starts at 10:somethin and ends at 2:40 and theres no stress there
and hes always talkin about his day like its the best day ever ... but it seems like everytime im at school i just cant stop embarassing myself and making stupid mistakes....i just want to tell him to shut the HELL UP!!.... and then i feel like a bitch for thinking that ... thus plunging me further into this deep sulking and self loathing....
i wish a had a friend
a guy friend
who was funny .. and not rude ... and stylish
and ah... gay
becuase i hear they make really good friends
becuase i gave up on girls
they are just too much to handle
and I FUCKIN HATE THE THEATER!
school is very annoying
im stressed and kinda lonely
oh.. and poor .. that too
another teacher called me a slut...
im starting to notice a pattern............
im giving up on alot of things ....
i dont sleep much... i dont understand why school has to start at 7:40 in the freakin morning.....
who the fuck thought that was a good idea??
brandon goes to CLI, that starts at 10:somethin and ends at 2:40 and theres no stress there
and hes always talkin about his day like its the best day ever ... but it seems like everytime im at school i just cant stop embarassing myself and making stupid mistakes....i just want to tell him to shut the HELL UP!!.... and then i feel like a bitch for thinking that ... thus plunging me further into this deep sulking and self loathing....
i wish a had a friend
a guy friend
who was funny .. and not rude ... and stylish
and ah... gay
becuase i hear they make really good friends
becuase i gave up on girls
they are just too much to handle
and I FUCKIN HATE THE THEATER!