why......
well... today was an ok day... i got a 74/75 on my physics test.. zack finally beat me, lol. mom says that it was unacceptable, that he shouldnt of beat me... whatever. he wasnt at school today, he was sick. i just love it how when he is not there everyone asks whats wrong, but i act just the same as i did last year when i didnt have anyone. fi fi said, aww poor ambie, she dont have her zacky poo.. or aww ambie all pouty becuase zack isnt here... its it wierd how they notice now, when it is only one day, and not when it was all last year???? so, is it all becuase i have zack now, that they actually care?? there is no differnece in how i acted last year compared to how i act when zack isnt there... everyone else has all there other friends, and i dont even bother any more to try to fit in, becuase all i end up doing is just standing there listening to them, id be more occupied doing math. felica is always around missy or hannah, which both of them are really annoying and i cant stand them.or she is with luke, and it best to just leave them alone. brittany is with nelinna and robin. dylan has farrah and noah, and i cant stand noah either. besides it seems like sometimes dylan seems to intellectual to talk to me. farrah is more suited to him. aaron.... well its aaron, we dont talk much. janet isnt there in the mornings and jo jo is with westerman most of the time... so i basically have no one. doesnt help either that i have differnet lunches than everyone else. well... i guess im done..