I hate this feeling.
Ever since I can remember I get this deep, disturbing, nagging feeling when I see (even stronger when I hear) a handicap/mentally retarded person.
Movies are the worst because I can't get away from the sound if its a movie is playing in the house.
Jamie and Mario are watching 'I am Sam' or whatever that Sean Penn movie is called.
I'm interested in why the feeling (which I cant describe very well) is so strong. It feels like guilt, like maybe here's this guy and his life must be so shitty and here is what im doing with my life...drinking too much, smoking too much, not going anywhere. If its not guilt I wish I knew what it was.
I dont cry very often at all but I cant watch the preview to a movie like this without choking up, or see someone in a wheelchair at the mall without feeling the same way.
Either way I hate it.
Movies are the worst because I can't get away from the sound if its a movie is playing in the house.
Jamie and Mario are watching 'I am Sam' or whatever that Sean Penn movie is called.
I'm interested in why the feeling (which I cant describe very well) is so strong. It feels like guilt, like maybe here's this guy and his life must be so shitty and here is what im doing with my life...drinking too much, smoking too much, not going anywhere. If its not guilt I wish I knew what it was.
I dont cry very often at all but I cant watch the preview to a movie like this without choking up, or see someone in a wheelchair at the mall without feeling the same way.
Either way I hate it.