May 22, 2006 11:06
Well well well.....
this seems to be a pattern with me. Always someone better, always someone they want more than me, always someone else. Always.
I just need to stop caring.
I need to stop trying to convince myself that it will ever be better, because its just getting exhausting.
throw myself into my work, get some sleep, stop crying, stop caring.
I am a rock, I am an island