False Insanity-killing her nameless lover
I hate her. No question about it now. I HATE her. No silly little grudge, no unjustified angery. Pure rage. pure, unadulterated, rage. Rage I was having no trouble keeping to myself, as of this post. The rage will turn on me soon, I know that.
The keys are burning under my fingers now, and I finally know what the phrase "seeing red" means.
I am so angery now I feel like acting the sucubus.
I lost. I lost and she won, and she wants to be friends. I am glowing with rage, shaking with the pure fury of losing to someone who is very much like myself. I lost to a blithering good girl. I always loose to the good ones. Should I learn from that, take a page from their book?
Fuck no.
I need to scream with him tonight, but he is not here. The only one who understands the most about me, the only one who understands ANYthing about me in this school, is gone. Im going to scream anyway. Im going to scream until I pass out.
"In here is a tragedy" Indeed.
The keys are burning under my fingers now, and I finally know what the phrase "seeing red" means.
I am so angery now I feel like acting the sucubus.
I lost. I lost and she won, and she wants to be friends. I am glowing with rage, shaking with the pure fury of losing to someone who is very much like myself. I lost to a blithering good girl. I always loose to the good ones. Should I learn from that, take a page from their book?
Fuck no.
I need to scream with him tonight, but he is not here. The only one who understands the most about me, the only one who understands ANYthing about me in this school, is gone. Im going to scream anyway. Im going to scream until I pass out.
"In here is a tragedy" Indeed.