The Rules
1. Leave me a comment.
2. I respond by asking you five questions. You will answer them, because you like talking about yourself.
3. You then update your LJ with the answers to the questions.
4. Include this explanation and an offer to interview someone else in the post.
5. When others comment asking to be interviewed, you will ask them five questions.
Questions courtesy of
mastergode 1. What do you think is the worst thing to ever happen to you, and why?
This is a really hard one to answer. I've had a lot of bad shit happen to me in my life. If I were having a bipolar meltdown, I'd have to say being born. Because if I didn't exist, all the bad shit wouldn't have happened. Um. I guess having or developing - or whatever happened - this bipolar disorder. It makes it very difficult to function normally, to take things in stride, and to work in a relationship. Everything bad that has happened to me has been multiplied by this and I'm still affected today by things that happened over 8 years ago.
2. Ideally, what would you like to do with your life?
I would like to be wealthy and happy. I want to have a family and my own business. I want to not have to worry about finances again and have the ability to do what I want without worrying about how I'm going to pay for it or whether I'll be homeless in another week if I do it. My entire life I've had to worry about money, and I want to never have to do that again. And I want to love someone who loves me and be happy with them.
3. What do you think is the best way for you to achieve that?
By not being me, probably. But since that isn't possible. I am trying to work my ass off both to earn money and to better myself. I am getting better at not taking shit from people and recognizing when something just isn't going to work. I am going to school to achieve a degree in something I love, but I hope to have a business started by some time next year.
4. If your life ended today, would you regret anything about your life? Why or why not?
I try not to regret things. But I probably would. I still regret losing my virginity when and to whom I did. It set in motion a chain of events that I sometimes feel just isn't where I want to be in life.
5. What are your religious beliefs?
Non-existant. I do not believe in the God that Judaeo-Christian religions harp about. I do not believe that we were created by one being. I simply believe that we should be good to each other and ourselves and strive to make the world a better place. If someone needs religion to do that, then so be it. But it isn't religion that will make that happen. In fact, religion will do the opposite. I believe that religion simply perpetuates separatism.