Lithium dont wanna lock me up inside
Lately I feel a little locked up. I'm really not expressing my feelings towards certin things and its pissing me off. I usually dont hold back. I'm sick of my parents and their stupid rules and I'm sick of worring about everything. So I decided I'm starting over new. I'm changing my clothing to more ripped jeans, more fishnets, more eyeliner, and just more creativity and orginality that says Jen heehehe. Im pretty happy=] and then I'm spending my life on the paino =] maybe me and elise will come up with some acustic/ keyboard stuff. I have no clue. I just love to sing so I figure I'll play the paino too. I could play the guitar as well I know enough about it so idk I just want to do something with music. And I'm cleaning everything out of my room and getting rid of things I dont need. EVERYTHING is getting cleaned out including my attitude. I'm sick of being so freaking upset and angry with my parents. They need to understand somethings so I'm just gonna talk about everything with them. Lately I feel very inspiried and I have no clue what its from.