Losin, my touch, i can't feel
so for once things seem to really be looking up for me. My job is going good, i should be making an extra 82 dollars(minus taxes) in an upcoming paycheck for catching a fake credit card, and most everyone at work besides ronnie, is really nice. it's not a hard job, i spend a lot of time just pretending to clean around my register, or just talking to people. I may also be picking up a second job, well, i am picking up a second job, so when school starts i'll have 2 jobs and 12 units to handle all at once. i should be starting training for my second job soon, i've already been approved, so this may all just work out. plus i'll still be doing costumes with my mom. i think i might be overloading myself, i'm still not sure if i'll be able to handle it all. i think i can, and i love a challenge. maybe filling my life with work will help me forget my lack of a love life. Then i'll grow up to be one of those ladies who avoids problems in love by filling her life with work, then be lonely and sad and die alone. this could work.