tears sparkle, the temperature drops, and we turn to glass
this goes out to all my friends~
i'm sorry i am a pain in the kiester a lot of the time. and i'm speaking specifically about the times when i'm having a panic attack, or am really depressed. i dont know why lately its been really bad, but its becoming a problem i'm dealing with daily. trust me i dont want to be this way. i don't mean to put a strain on our friendships by always needing support. i am taking my meds, so im trying to stay normal and regulated, but im thinking my body is becoming immune to this type. that can happen. so whats the reason for me writing this>?
i really want to take the time to tell everyone thats been there for me (AND THATS ALL OF YOU) that i really really really appreciate and love you guys. friendships are all about giving some, and getting some in return. you guys have been giving so much to me lately and know that whatever you put out will come back like 3 times as strong. i love you guys and i will be there for you in your times of trouble. i like to listen and try to problem solve for other people. i've been through a lot first hand, so i feel that i can relate to a lot of problems. and even if i cant, i will try my best to cheer you up and take your mind off the pain. so if anyone needs a friend at any time day/night, week day/week end. im here for you. because you guys have been here for me, and without you i sure as hell would not be.
so thank you and i love you guys =)
i'm sorry i am a pain in the kiester a lot of the time. and i'm speaking specifically about the times when i'm having a panic attack, or am really depressed. i dont know why lately its been really bad, but its becoming a problem i'm dealing with daily. trust me i dont want to be this way. i don't mean to put a strain on our friendships by always needing support. i am taking my meds, so im trying to stay normal and regulated, but im thinking my body is becoming immune to this type. that can happen. so whats the reason for me writing this>?
i really want to take the time to tell everyone thats been there for me (AND THATS ALL OF YOU) that i really really really appreciate and love you guys. friendships are all about giving some, and getting some in return. you guys have been giving so much to me lately and know that whatever you put out will come back like 3 times as strong. i love you guys and i will be there for you in your times of trouble. i like to listen and try to problem solve for other people. i've been through a lot first hand, so i feel that i can relate to a lot of problems. and even if i cant, i will try my best to cheer you up and take your mind off the pain. so if anyone needs a friend at any time day/night, week day/week end. im here for you. because you guys have been here for me, and without you i sure as hell would not be.
so thank you and i love you guys =)