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Mar 09, 2011 10:43

How fair is it that I work my butt off (at school) to be able to get a day off. Hopefully to sleep in, maybe go to lunch, get a pedicure, go shopping, go use our movie tickets we got for Christmas, and spend time with the husband and all thats gonna get done today is maybe get breakfast and work on homework and/or clean my pigsty? Its not fair. This never having a day off thing is wearing me down. Im tired! I cannot wait until either school is done or Chris makes enough money for me to only work part time or not at all hehe. I've been looking recently into what comes next as far as schooling knows because I, being the smart girl I am, know that an associates degree in culinary arts is maybe going to get me a job as a line cook working 60 hours a week and making 7 bucks an hour. Not really my goal... And since I cant really go to another culinary school because I'll just learn the same thing I've been looking into food science degrees which sound awesome! But UNM doesnt have one, which doesnt surprise me but still...NMSU does, but I loathe Las Cruces. Chris has decided not to continue his schooling (but I think that'll change) so now Im left to decide what to do. Do I uproot my family and take them to the shithole that is Las Cruces to suffer in the heat and cow poop smell for four years? I dont know....

Last year I had a dream about writing. I havent really written for fun in yyeeaarrss. I miss it, I was fairly good. But sadly all my creativity has gone down the hole and I cant think of new ideas to save my life. Woe is me.

My birthday is in a few days, I'll be a whopping 26 years old.
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