"... guess the black thoughts have come again to get me ..."

[bloodydeception]

i decided earlier today that i wanted to restore my account on here and its kind of strange going back and reading everything i've posted in the past three years ... i don't really have much time right now to go over everything that i've been up to for the past few months so for now i'll just say that everything is as good as it can be in my life at the moment

- and -

i went to see korn last week at the chevrolet center and it was one of the most AMAZING performances that i have ever seen!! it was well worth having to wait to see them since i was 13

- more about everything later -







korn
coming undone

keep holding on
when my brain's tickin' like a bomb
guess the black thoughts have come Again to get me
sweet bitter words
unlike nothing I have heard
sing along mocking bird
you don't affect me

that's right
deliverance of my heart
be straight
be deliberate

wait
i'm coming undone
unlaced
i'm coming undone
too late
i'm coming undone
what looks so strong
so delicate
wait
i'm starting to suffocate
and soon I anticipate
i'm coming undone
what looks so strong
so delicate

choke choke again
i find my demons were my friends
getting me in the end
they're out to get me
since I was young
i've tasted sorrow on my tongue
and this sweet chugga gun
does not protect me

that's right
trigger between my eyes
please strike
make it quick now

i'm trying to hold it together
head is lighter than a feather
looks like i'm not getting better
not getting better