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hi everybody that i hardly know. it's em. i haven't updated since the end of june or something, somewhere around the time of finals. but i've decided to start again, because tj, the coolest, and his lj inspired me to. so i am. woot. i miss gabby. i haven't talked to her in succcch a long time. camp sucks. GIVE HER BACK.
i spent my entire day at the library today, trying to work on my summer work, because my mom's psycho and i'm not allowed out of the house until it's all done. and it has to be done by sunday night. so basically, i can go out sunday night.
but i NEED to go to sisley's house tomorrow because everyone's going and i want to see nick before i leave. and everyone else. but mostly nick.
kirini turned vegan (sp?) so i've been having tofu and vegetables all weekend. she wants me to become a vegetarian atleast, if not all out vegan. but i dunno if i can give up my runs to wendy's with willy to get a cheeseburger and fries haha. well, we'll see.
sometimes, don't you wonder how different your life would have been if just one thing, one little thing hadn't happened?
people will tell you the eyes are the windows to the soul. bullshit. the hands, that's the sign of a gentleman.
today when i was in the library, the greenwich one, i was up in the balcony part where you can sit at those little cubicles and do you work and look out onto the street. and there was a man sitting across from me, and he was very well dressed, studying advanced calculus. and next to him, was a pile of magazines and books with titles like..2004's best dressed men, and how to mix and match your clothing.
i think it's really interesting to just sit in a public place and watch people's behavior and all about them. my riding trainer said she used to go and sit in grand central station and do that. finally, i have something to talk about with her.
i used to draw all the time in my sketchbook, but i haven't in a while. i did the other night in my room in long island, i was so bored so i took a sharpie and i was looking through a magazine just drawing anything i saw. i've noticed that that's when i like my drawings the most: when i'm sitting there listening to music and totally not even concentrating on my drawings. that's when they come out the best.
i was there. i was there.
whipping past
the reflecting pool.
me and you
skipping school.
i find it's hard to become friends friends with a guy now without being attracted to him. it actually kinda sucks when you think about it. that's why i have so much fun around tj and nick and austin and andrew and all them, cause i've known them forever. gheez, i've known tj since i thought he had cooties in kindergarten. argh, i just want someone who i'm not at all attracted to, that i can talk to and just have fun with, but it's not going to happen cause that's impossible. -raging hormones.
i should go to sleep, once i finish talking to tj about my messed up love life. i dunno if you can even call it that.
cheers
i spent my entire day at the library today, trying to work on my summer work, because my mom's psycho and i'm not allowed out of the house until it's all done. and it has to be done by sunday night. so basically, i can go out sunday night.
but i NEED to go to sisley's house tomorrow because everyone's going and i want to see nick before i leave. and everyone else. but mostly nick.
kirini turned vegan (sp?) so i've been having tofu and vegetables all weekend. she wants me to become a vegetarian atleast, if not all out vegan. but i dunno if i can give up my runs to wendy's with willy to get a cheeseburger and fries haha. well, we'll see.
sometimes, don't you wonder how different your life would have been if just one thing, one little thing hadn't happened?
people will tell you the eyes are the windows to the soul. bullshit. the hands, that's the sign of a gentleman.
today when i was in the library, the greenwich one, i was up in the balcony part where you can sit at those little cubicles and do you work and look out onto the street. and there was a man sitting across from me, and he was very well dressed, studying advanced calculus. and next to him, was a pile of magazines and books with titles like..2004's best dressed men, and how to mix and match your clothing.
i think it's really interesting to just sit in a public place and watch people's behavior and all about them. my riding trainer said she used to go and sit in grand central station and do that. finally, i have something to talk about with her.
i used to draw all the time in my sketchbook, but i haven't in a while. i did the other night in my room in long island, i was so bored so i took a sharpie and i was looking through a magazine just drawing anything i saw. i've noticed that that's when i like my drawings the most: when i'm sitting there listening to music and totally not even concentrating on my drawings. that's when they come out the best.
i was there. i was there.
whipping past
the reflecting pool.
me and you
skipping school.
i find it's hard to become friends friends with a guy now without being attracted to him. it actually kinda sucks when you think about it. that's why i have so much fun around tj and nick and austin and andrew and all them, cause i've known them forever. gheez, i've known tj since i thought he had cooties in kindergarten. argh, i just want someone who i'm not at all attracted to, that i can talk to and just have fun with, but it's not going to happen cause that's impossible. -raging hormones.
i should go to sleep, once i finish talking to tj about my messed up love life. i dunno if you can even call it that.
cheers