No I won't.
I can't believe myself. I like Will. Geezus. Why do I never get tired of this? All of this is bullshit! Falling for a guy you don't know at all, you can't touch at all. Why the hell am I so fucking shallow like this? Why am I so easy? Above all, why am I so damn stupid?
He has a life, I do too, he can perfectly find a girl he likes easily, no sweat. While I, am I going to just keep wishing like this forever? Am I going to just pray and hope that there's something in store for us in the future? This is fucking pathetic, cause I'm the only one thinking of these things, while I, Veronika, is just a past time for him. Something that gives distraction and eases up boredom somehow during his long hours of work.
I hate this. How long will I stay so pathetic like this? When am I going to be tired and fed up? What happened to me and Rob is exactly what would happen if I don't stop this stupidity now..
If he doesn't have work, he doesn't talk to me anyway, what am I to him but just some girl that makes the 8 hours of work pass by unnoticed. Cause I really like him, and I talk to him that way I talk to the people I like, which he no doubt enjoys. But that's just that.
Like right now...he doesn't have work, I saw him come online on Facebook but I didn't talk to him right away, trying to see if he would talk to me first. I waited...then he left without even saying hi.
I perfectly understand Will. I bet you're going out with your friends. While I, miss no-life, will just stay here in front of my computer wondering when you'll be back.
But you know what? No, I won't. I won't wonder, and I won't even wait for you. You're just like Rob and I'm a fool.
He has a life, I do too, he can perfectly find a girl he likes easily, no sweat. While I, am I going to just keep wishing like this forever? Am I going to just pray and hope that there's something in store for us in the future? This is fucking pathetic, cause I'm the only one thinking of these things, while I, Veronika, is just a past time for him. Something that gives distraction and eases up boredom somehow during his long hours of work.
I hate this. How long will I stay so pathetic like this? When am I going to be tired and fed up? What happened to me and Rob is exactly what would happen if I don't stop this stupidity now..
If he doesn't have work, he doesn't talk to me anyway, what am I to him but just some girl that makes the 8 hours of work pass by unnoticed. Cause I really like him, and I talk to him that way I talk to the people I like, which he no doubt enjoys. But that's just that.
Like right now...he doesn't have work, I saw him come online on Facebook but I didn't talk to him right away, trying to see if he would talk to me first. I waited...then he left without even saying hi.
I perfectly understand Will. I bet you're going out with your friends. While I, miss no-life, will just stay here in front of my computer wondering when you'll be back.
But you know what? No, I won't. I won't wonder, and I won't even wait for you. You're just like Rob and I'm a fool.