I STILL NEED HELP!!!!!
First off I haven't been to work. I've been on short term disability because well I'm disabled. My shrink says I have Post Traumatic Stress Disorder. So to say I'm lacking "strength" to deal with day to day life would be correct.
Recently I've slowly over a week try staying at my house, and come Sunday Evening I had a totally break down. I've been on medicine, I've been seeing my shrink, but it's still way too much for me at this point.
That's why when I ask for help, and don't get much, I feel like shit. Hell when everyone said, oh we should talk more or hang out more and then I hear nothing from them, that makes me feel like shit. I may be pulling a guilt trip now, but all I know is I feel like shit. Your life make suck, but mine is DEAD! I AM FUCKING DEAD. It's a very simple think to understand.
So if anyone wants to help me, then please please help. I need all the help I can get and more. If you can't, well that not surprising, most of the human race don't give a shit either.
Why can't I just have Carrie back?
WHY?
Recently I've slowly over a week try staying at my house, and come Sunday Evening I had a totally break down. I've been on medicine, I've been seeing my shrink, but it's still way too much for me at this point.
That's why when I ask for help, and don't get much, I feel like shit. Hell when everyone said, oh we should talk more or hang out more and then I hear nothing from them, that makes me feel like shit. I may be pulling a guilt trip now, but all I know is I feel like shit. Your life make suck, but mine is DEAD! I AM FUCKING DEAD. It's a very simple think to understand.
So if anyone wants to help me, then please please help. I need all the help I can get and more. If you can't, well that not surprising, most of the human race don't give a shit either.
Why can't I just have Carrie back?
WHY?