I'm still amazed
I cant begin to tell you how some people still amaze me. They haven't changed since I first met them. I have been through a lot of changes and for the better thanks to my husband and kids. I miss some things but at the same time I wish I could cut the throats of some people. I hate them and everything thy are. I miss some people and feel lonely at times without them. Others, well no offense, but now that I look back, I never had a connection with you. You only used me for what ever the hell bull shit reason you came up with at the time. I hate you!!! Oh how I hate you. But more so, I hate myself. I still have an itch on my wrist and not one day goes by that I don't think about cutting them open and seeing the blood run out. I keep trying to think of ways to see some sort of blood without my husband seeing. I can't though. Even though for a while I didn't even mean shit to him. The damn game was his life. Who cares, I make sure clothes are clean and the house is picked up. Why don't you go ahead and say it....your a stupid fucking whore!! You better clean my shit, you better cook my food. You don't deserve me. That's why I fucked your friend. She is 100 times hotter than you because you just a fat, ugly as hell, fucking bitch. I only chose you because you got pregnant with my son,. Fuck you~!!