May 29, 2003 22:33
hmmm finals suck realllllly realllllly badly. so far i think i did terribly on bio.....but i did awesome on math and english...YIPPE! haha. tomorrow is the last day of school.... it seems like i've been looking forward to this day for soooooo long, and its finally here. its hard to beleive it though... it passed so quickly. its also weird to see how much things have changed since last year. kinda cool though. i like the way things are right now. i hope this summer ROCKS. i also hope i see people.....before its too late and theyre gone for a long time. its not cool knowing you only have a little time left with someone. no matter how hard i cry, it doesnt seem to change anything, so why do i cry? because im running out of time. time doesnt matter though. no matter how long someones gone for, it still wont change anything if its for real. arg time to bite my tounge.
i bought a book today. lol. its about philosphy. hey....might as well learn a little durring the summer. i have a sudden urge to go to a coffee house, drink coffee and read books. i love doing that. im a nerd. im told that waaay too often. i love books. i love reading. i love coffee. hehe.
well yesterday after finals i went to practice with this band theyre in need of a singer...and woo! i sing! haha...theyre amaaaaazing. its like a metal/melodic/hardcore band....and with me as the singer its got a really origional sound. im excited. YESSS!!! but this definatly doesnt mean that im leaving behind killing monday...cuz uhm DUH thats where its at! haha thats the 1st band, and were gonna make it! hmmm since when did i get so optimistic?...weird.