owieeee

[bloodybetrayal]

last night was hell. a living hell. well the end of it anyways. melissa and nina came with me to run "errands" then my parents found out about my grades. ehhhkkk. so that was when i died for the first time. we were gonna go out, but then opted not too. i dont know why, but whatever. i need my camera. hah. so then my mom decided to be nice and let nina spend the night. we were in the basement, and she was helping me put bigger plugs in my ears. we got one through in my right ear, but then all of a sudden i started feeling sick. i go over to the bathroom sink in my basement, i was standing there looking at myself in the mirror and my lips turned completely white. all i remember is saying "nina i really dont feel good..." then i woke up on the bathroom floor with nina nowhere to be found. i was so scared. she had gone to get my mom, cuz it turns out that i had fallen unconcious, and on the way down, i fell on the towel rack where i cut my back. then my head hit the door, and finally the stone tile. nina said i was spazing out; like my eyes rolling all over and i was going phsyco and whatnot. she ran and got my parents. it was really scarey. needless to say, i have a concussion. it hurts like a bitch. thats when i died for the second time.
and now that my dad found out about my grades. hes concluded that "he doesnt have the money to waste on someone as stupid as me" so im going to mundelein next year, almost positively. im gonna miss everyone. this summer=shitty