Venting
Good things and bad things came from this last school year. I met Melissa, James, Eddie, Mandy, Adam S, Adam M, Travis, Ashley, L'keisha, Trevor, Jeremy L, Kyle, Brandon, Brian, Fizzy... Good people. Fun people! People who taught me lots of crap, like how to mosh like a mofo, and that you get used to really cold water if you just jump right in. I got a taste of a good relationship, I had my first kiss, dyed my hair purple for the first time, had my first boyfriend, went on my first "date", went to my first "show", went to my first after school dance, danced in public for the first time, smoked my first cigarette, tried pot and beer for the first time,and tried sushi for the first time on my bday. I also learned that girls do ANYTHING for attention, and even the really "nice" guys can do shitty stuff. I realized that having a boyfriend is stupid. I don't need one, nobody needs anybody besides friends and family. That's it. It only took me 5 monthes to get over what Adam did to me, so it wont take me too long to get over Eddie. Yeah. I'll survive, I'll get back up again. I'll date again. I just have to find a new guy to date. I'm sick of going back to all my ex's. Fuck em all then watch them die. Hehe.