finances
ok well....things have been not so great.Still no job on dustins end and things are getting down to the wire.Im not sure how we are going to pay rent once again.....thing is we had a fight recently and i layed down the line.Either Im leaving or he is.Im really getting sick now b.c of the stress and what not.I hate my job and im getting a new one.I am still with him and im not planing on leaving him just not living with him.Im gonna tell my mom tom about it.Maybe she can help me on how to do this.
Im going to school this semester and i cant be unhealthy during it.I wish it could have been better and this never would have happened......but im really getting sick and i dont want a life like this.Frankly i wonder if he'll everbe a man enough to care for me that way i want.He loves me but thats not enough...life doesnt run on love...it runs on money and i dont want to struggle anymore I already talked to my aunt so she is still willing to pay for my apt thank god.Well just kinda needed to rant a bit.*sigh*...night everyone
Im going to school this semester and i cant be unhealthy during it.I wish it could have been better and this never would have happened......but im really getting sick and i dont want a life like this.Frankly i wonder if he'll everbe a man enough to care for me that way i want.He loves me but thats not enough...life doesnt run on love...it runs on money and i dont want to struggle anymore I already talked to my aunt so she is still willing to pay for my apt thank god.Well just kinda needed to rant a bit.*sigh*...night everyone