thoughts
so yea here i am.Its been a while and things havnt changed much.Dustin is working(kinda) at day labor for construction.iT might become an actual job though...hopefully.So now we can make rent but its still hard especially when "friends" are asking or bugging you for money when they both have jobs and are making lots of money and they bug you about money for "food" when they are going shopping for clothes and buy a 200 dollar chair wanting to use our gas as if its easy for us.Yea kinda venting here.....makes me mad that you think someone is your friend and you start to trust them and they take advantage of you.And i wonder why i have very limited trust with people.*sigh*
Other then that not much else is going on,i might go vacation soon to cali but im not sure if i want to go b/c dustin was going to come and now he cant b/c my parents have un-invited him b/c he lost his job.It doesnt matter that he is trying or making money for rent no it only matters that he doesnt have an actual job.God i hate my family.And now dustin has an opportunity for a night job but cant take it b/c my mom has my car and wont give it to me.
so thats life.....i would write more but certain things i like to keep private...such is a woman's heart....good night to you all.
Other then that not much else is going on,i might go vacation soon to cali but im not sure if i want to go b/c dustin was going to come and now he cant b/c my parents have un-invited him b/c he lost his job.It doesnt matter that he is trying or making money for rent no it only matters that he doesnt have an actual job.God i hate my family.And now dustin has an opportunity for a night job but cant take it b/c my mom has my car and wont give it to me.
so thats life.....i would write more but certain things i like to keep private...such is a woman's heart....good night to you all.