Ugh, Life fucking sucks :-(

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They sent Dino off to fucking Iraq. While Dino was there his aunt died so the army gave him leave and he was able to go to his funeral in Italy. He's coming back to NY for 2 days and thats all I get to see him for before they ship him off to fucking Iraq. Why the fuck does all this shit have to happen? Honestly though I'm glad I have my friends I know I would never be able to deal with all this shit without them helping me out. I hug the little stuffed animal Pug that he gave me every night and I sleep with it just so I think of him. I pray for him and all the other soldiers out in Iraq that they will stay safe. I cry every night before I got to bed and it's horrible. I just want him back safely in my arms. I love Dino with all my heart. Recently I've been thinking about my mom & dad that I never met and it's so hard because I just want to know what they were like. My mom could've had an abortion and got rid of me and let herself live but instead she gave me life and practically killed herself. My parents seem like good people but I just wish I had gotten a chance to spend some time with them. Don't get me wrong I love my grandparents and all of my other family but I just wish I could know my parents :-(

RIP mommy & daddy - september 5th 1986




Me and Dino right before he left for Iraq.


^^my kitty Jewels


^^my newest puppy Cadillac. Dino bought me Caddy for my birthday this year because last year (I had just gotten my liscense) he bought me and Escalade


^^my alaskan malmute jack


^^my great dane brandon

Oh yeah, and if anyone leaves a promotion for a community here you have no heart because I am crying now I am so upset about all of this stuff going on.