SEXUALLY ABUSED????
ok i went to a party last Saturday and something really bad happened.....
everyone was partying and making out and having a good time ans shitt, then we all fell asleep......theres this guy named joel... ( hes a friend of mine that i really trusted until now) well i had a dream he was fucking around with me..and i thought it was just a bad dream, and when i woke up he was ( to put this blatently) eating me out....WHILE I WAS SLEEPING!!!! and he had done alot of other stuff while i was fucking sleeping (he didnt fuck me though)
and he is dating my friend rebeckah, and i felt EXTREAMLY violated and hurt but i cant tell her....it would hurt her to bad and i dont want that........
the worst part about it was i was laying beside my boyfriend on the floor when this happened but Aaron is a really deep sleeper so he didnt wake up..dammit! but i couldnt tell him then cause he would have fucking killed joel, but i told him yesturday and he got upset, but promised not to hurt joel or anything like that.....so thats good....what should i do.....joel is still kind, sorta my friend....but what about rebeckah should i tell her, or something...a while back at another party my friend jenn had said she woke up to joel doing that and no one belived her.....but then it happened to me! omfg i feel so stupid and used....how could he? my friend for so many years...i trusted him and he practically sexually abused me while i was fucking sleeping and told me not to tell..... wtf i really can trust no-one in this world.......what the fuck should i do....PLEASE HELP AND COMMENT ME BACK!!!!!! URGENT!!!!!!!
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p.S IF U KNO JOEL OR WAS AT THIS PARTY PLEASE DONT TELL ANYONE...I DONT WANT ANYONE ELSE GETTING HURT BY THIS....I WILL FUCKING SLIT UR THRAOT...THIS IS PERSONAL AND I TRUST U WITH THIS SHITT...ITS MY LIFE....MY REALITY....UR SOAP OPERA!
everyone was partying and making out and having a good time ans shitt, then we all fell asleep......theres this guy named joel... ( hes a friend of mine that i really trusted until now) well i had a dream he was fucking around with me..and i thought it was just a bad dream, and when i woke up he was ( to put this blatently) eating me out....WHILE I WAS SLEEPING!!!! and he had done alot of other stuff while i was fucking sleeping (he didnt fuck me though)
and he is dating my friend rebeckah, and i felt EXTREAMLY violated and hurt but i cant tell her....it would hurt her to bad and i dont want that........
the worst part about it was i was laying beside my boyfriend on the floor when this happened but Aaron is a really deep sleeper so he didnt wake up..dammit! but i couldnt tell him then cause he would have fucking killed joel, but i told him yesturday and he got upset, but promised not to hurt joel or anything like that.....so thats good....what should i do.....joel is still kind, sorta my friend....but what about rebeckah should i tell her, or something...a while back at another party my friend jenn had said she woke up to joel doing that and no one belived her.....but then it happened to me! omfg i feel so stupid and used....how could he? my friend for so many years...i trusted him and he practically sexually abused me while i was fucking sleeping and told me not to tell..... wtf i really can trust no-one in this world.......what the fuck should i do....PLEASE HELP AND COMMENT ME BACK!!!!!! URGENT!!!!!!!
++ mAdDiE ++
p.S IF U KNO JOEL OR WAS AT THIS PARTY PLEASE DONT TELL ANYONE...I DONT WANT ANYONE ELSE GETTING HURT BY THIS....I WILL FUCKING SLIT UR THRAOT...THIS IS PERSONAL AND I TRUST U WITH THIS SHITT...ITS MY LIFE....MY REALITY....UR SOAP OPERA!