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Someone old has entered my life again......remember chase macleod?? the one guy that I have always loved even after we broke up....he was my first love...u kno they tend to stay with u a while.....well he came over the other day and seeing him next to me made me remeber everything and now im completley back in love with him.....I love him so much, but he is the one that hurt me the most.I cried forever and i never really got over him.but now that he is back....im so confused.I love him but i dont wanna get hurt again...and i cant deal with anymore hurting, im afraid the cutting will escalate if he hurts me again,But he also is the only one that can make me smile, the only time i was ever happy was when i was with him, i wasnt depressed and i dodnt cut AT ALL. I want that happieness that i had, but if something goes wrong... i cant deal with that shitt right now, hell i cant deal with shitt ever! i dunno if the good outways the bad or not.. and im not sure if im willing to tyake a chance.....please help.
love in hate,
maddy
love in hate,
maddy