Shit
I feel like writing in this thing a lot lately..Don't know why. I just feel like shit. Everytime I look at my sister, I just get angry. Her voice is fucking pissing me off all of the fucking time. Especially since I've still got that nagging feeling of wanting to dance, should have worn off by now. I usually get it every few months or so, but it usually only lasts a few hours. Today it depressed me pretty much all day, it was weird. But oh well, I'll get over it right? Another thing that's on my mind. Her. It's getting so I come to school looking forward to seeing her. And when she's with him, I get so fucking jealous, how close they are. I want to be that close to, but I never will be. Okay, here's something that just happened. I told Jacob that Amanda should get over this guy she likes because it's hurting her, and then I said the boy tends to go for preppy girls and Amanda is too good for a guy who only pays attention to looks, but he told her that I said the boy would never like a girl like her and she should just give up. Now she's really pissed off and shit, and I'm just pissed off too. I never fucking said that! Amanda is an amazing girl, why would I say anything bad about her?! If that guy doesn't pay any attention to her, that's his fucking fault because whoever ends up with Amanda is one lucky bastard. God, I hate Jacob sometimes..But he's still a friend, I guess..Just, I wish he wouldn't twist words and make them sound bad. I need to stop writing, this is driving me insane.