goodbye to everyone
i look behind me and i see nina sleeping and i want to wake her up to have this last hour and a half with her...but no she is so beautiful sleeping and i dont want to disturb her rest! i really am going to miss her along with everybody else...my 9 shots are now out of my system and i feel not drunk and not buzzed but more like hey what a night! i only wish people were not fighting with in the group, because it would of been fun to have chanelle and chase here, because i really enjoy there company, but at the same time it seems as if friendships are ruined in the group and i dont know where everybody stands...maybe when i get back from this trip everybody will be happy and have worked out there problems! i would love to come to a nice envoirment with all my friends, but it always seems something happens...i love all of my friends and i hope for god sake someone swollows up there pride and apologizes anyone, just someone, just so we can all be together happy for once! and to you my love, i will miss you the most you are sleeping and i will say this on the computer, i am going to miss the hell out of you, because i cant get enough of you! goodbye everybody and i will hope to see you all soon! much love!