scrawled in Charlie's journal

[bloody_rockgod]

you turn my blood to fire
I sleep in a bed of desire(s?)
with visions your body inspires

I'm letting you go to my head like a bullet to my the brain

sent by heaven or sent by hell heaven-sent or just hell-bent
has God shut my heart--I have no prayers
you're like my own a new messiah

when I first saw your brown eyes I swear I'd seen your face before, but I can't say where
touching you is more than I would dare

I'm not strong enough
I'm not strong enough
I'm not strong enough
I'm not strong enough