I Stole a Spoon From Lo'Gos and Now I'm Eating Breakfast With it (apple sauce lol some breakfast)

Oct 25, 2005 10:46

I'm back from taking my Chemistry midterm... I believe I failed it :-/ Either way, thank GOD for mutiple choice :-) At least I had 20% of guessing the right answer right? Gosh, I hate this. I'm so not motivated and I think I know why. It's cause THIS IS my DREAM SCHOOL! I guess since I'm already here I'm like "ok... whatever". I honestly think that had I gotten rejected and gone to CSUN or SMC, I would be a lot more focused in school, just because I wouldnt be where I wanted and I would be trying really hard to get here. But I'm ALEADY here. Gosh I dont know if that makes sense.

I'm gonna MAKE myself focus. Am gonna do it through instrumental conditioning... you know the positive reinforcement and the punishment stuff. If I dont get what I need to get done and I dont do good on the rest of my midterms am not gonna go on that date on friday. And I really want to go :-/ The date will be my reward for being good :-)

P.S.- Am sooooooo over clubbing now. So what else is there?
P.S.S.- Am gonna go to class now :-)
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