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Here I go, breaking all the rules again. I'm so badass.
Ahh, so the sun came out briefly today during practice ^___^ I feel slightly better, although I'm still liable to get pissy very, very easily. I hope it continues to be sunny. In the meantime, and in preperation for the dark winter ahead, I think I'm going to look into buying a full-spectrum lamp so I can soak up benevolent rays of sun without all the nasty side effects of tanning and whatever. Any commentary on that? I want to make sure that I buy something good that will actually work. Plus it has to be moveable, so that I can bring it between my dorm room here in MA and my home in VT. It's probably just a bunch of crap but I really do think I have that SADD -- seasonal affective dysfunctional disorder or whatever -- thing, where you get depressed without enough sunlight.
I still have a lot of homework to do, but I can't concentrate...probably because I'm really hungry. I didn't eat much for lunch or breakfast and I missed dinner entirely because, as normal, I went down to the gym (the dinner part is typical for me, but I usually eat a hearty breakfast. I just woke up late today). Maybe I'll make some organic "healthy" ramen when I get back to my room. Mmmm healthy organic ramen. It's bad to eat this late at night though X___x; I was hoping that by the end of study hall it would have just gone away, but it hasn't, and I'm starting to get a headache so I think that would be a good sign to chow down. Too bad that I don't really have anything healthier. Hmm.
Speaking of the gym, I went down at 6, and the duty person didn't show up til 6.30. Grrr. I hate it when they're late!!! So I worked on the elliptical for 15 minutes, pushing hard because it was so short of a time, then did some free weights and jogged on the treadmill for a bit...but I really hate treadmills. I get so bored...which is really silly, I know.
I really hope that you can notice more defined muscle instead of the jiggly fat that I had/have. That's my overall goal: tone & be massively muscular. Already I can push myself much harder on the elliptical for longer & not be as out of breath. ^____^
And hopefully if the sun comes out more I'll be on less of this freaking 'tape delay' thing...it takes me twenty years to realize anything. Today during practice was horrible...I was so slow because I just wasn't processing anything. Ew.
Ahh, so the sun came out briefly today during practice ^___^ I feel slightly better, although I'm still liable to get pissy very, very easily. I hope it continues to be sunny. In the meantime, and in preperation for the dark winter ahead, I think I'm going to look into buying a full-spectrum lamp so I can soak up benevolent rays of sun without all the nasty side effects of tanning and whatever. Any commentary on that? I want to make sure that I buy something good that will actually work. Plus it has to be moveable, so that I can bring it between my dorm room here in MA and my home in VT. It's probably just a bunch of crap but I really do think I have that SADD -- seasonal affective dysfunctional disorder or whatever -- thing, where you get depressed without enough sunlight.
I still have a lot of homework to do, but I can't concentrate...probably because I'm really hungry. I didn't eat much for lunch or breakfast and I missed dinner entirely because, as normal, I went down to the gym (the dinner part is typical for me, but I usually eat a hearty breakfast. I just woke up late today). Maybe I'll make some organic "healthy" ramen when I get back to my room. Mmmm healthy organic ramen. It's bad to eat this late at night though X___x; I was hoping that by the end of study hall it would have just gone away, but it hasn't, and I'm starting to get a headache so I think that would be a good sign to chow down. Too bad that I don't really have anything healthier. Hmm.
Speaking of the gym, I went down at 6, and the duty person didn't show up til 6.30. Grrr. I hate it when they're late!!! So I worked on the elliptical for 15 minutes, pushing hard because it was so short of a time, then did some free weights and jogged on the treadmill for a bit...but I really hate treadmills. I get so bored...which is really silly, I know.
I really hope that you can notice more defined muscle instead of the jiggly fat that I had/have. That's my overall goal: tone & be massively muscular. Already I can push myself much harder on the elliptical for longer & not be as out of breath. ^____^
And hopefully if the sun comes out more I'll be on less of this freaking 'tape delay' thing...it takes me twenty years to realize anything. Today during practice was horrible...I was so slow because I just wasn't processing anything. Ew.