Whinin' and complainin'
Honestly, I don't feel like myself lately. This could be a result of a lot of things.
1)I've been sick for a couple of weeks and it's slowly ending, but I'm still coughing a lot which sucks.
2)I was in a bad accident on Friday night and ended up with a lot of injuries to the face. Yes, there was plenty of blood. I wont write the story out. I feel like a hidious monster.
3)I was really upset recently about a 'friend' of mine fucking one of my exboyfriends that I dated for like 3 years. Now I think he probably thinks I'm still in love with him which is not the case at all, but why bother explaining shit like that to people? I've been trying to not be angry with my friend, but then I think to myself if that's the kind of friend I'd really like to have? Answer: not so much. I've avoided her for quite a while now.
4)Looking for a job and that's a burden on my mind.
5)Having no hair!
BUT there are good things that happen I suppose like:
1)Making some new, and FUN, friends.
2)Finally getting my order from Profane Existence which I ordered like 4 months ago but there were shipping problems. SO MUCH GREAT MUSIC and my CLIT Fest T-shirt!!!
3)Gambling with dice against Newfie Mike on the sidewalk last night and winning all of his money. I rule.
4)Having contract work to do and A LOT of it. At least I'll have some rent $$.
5)Finally getting my digital camera replaced after it broke in Philly!
6)Having a place to live, some food and hey, I've always got the Internerrrd.
It's been a weird week full of twists and turns, but in the end I'm still living (to much surprise after the past two nights). I'm hoping the fucking sickness, bruises and cuts, both literally and metaphorically speaking, go away fast!
1)I've been sick for a couple of weeks and it's slowly ending, but I'm still coughing a lot which sucks.
2)I was in a bad accident on Friday night and ended up with a lot of injuries to the face. Yes, there was plenty of blood. I wont write the story out. I feel like a hidious monster.
3)I was really upset recently about a 'friend' of mine fucking one of my exboyfriends that I dated for like 3 years. Now I think he probably thinks I'm still in love with him which is not the case at all, but why bother explaining shit like that to people? I've been trying to not be angry with my friend, but then I think to myself if that's the kind of friend I'd really like to have? Answer: not so much. I've avoided her for quite a while now.
4)Looking for a job and that's a burden on my mind.
5)Having no hair!
BUT there are good things that happen I suppose like:
1)Making some new, and FUN, friends.
2)Finally getting my order from Profane Existence which I ordered like 4 months ago but there were shipping problems. SO MUCH GREAT MUSIC and my CLIT Fest T-shirt!!!
3)Gambling with dice against Newfie Mike on the sidewalk last night and winning all of his money. I rule.
4)Having contract work to do and A LOT of it. At least I'll have some rent $$.
5)Finally getting my digital camera replaced after it broke in Philly!
6)Having a place to live, some food and hey, I've always got the Internerrrd.
It's been a weird week full of twists and turns, but in the end I'm still living (to much surprise after the past two nights). I'm hoping the fucking sickness, bruises and cuts, both literally and metaphorically speaking, go away fast!