Jul 18, 2005 03:16
YOU LOOK SO FINE by,Garbage
You look so fine
I want to break your heart
And give you mine
You're taking me over
It's so insane
You've got me tethered and chained
I hear your name
And I'm falling over
I'm not like all the other girls
I can't take it like the other girls
I won't share it like the other girls
That you used to know
You look so fine
Knocked down
Cried out
Been down just to find out
I'm through living for you
I'm open wide
I want to take you home
We're wasting time
You're the only one for me
You look so fine
I'm like the desert tonight
Leave her behind
If you want to show me
I'm not like all the other girls
I won't take it like the other girls
I won't fake it like the other girls
That you used to know
You're taking me over
Over and over
I'm falling over
Over and over
Loving me one more time
Hide inside me tonight
Do what you want to do
Just pretend happy end
Let me know let it show)
Ending with letting go X3
Let's pretend happy end X4
i dunno this song reminds me of me and tj except the ending and like the "Knocked down
Cried out
Been down just to find out
I'm through living for you" but it just brings him to my mind....
ya i feel bad carma is gunna come back and fucking bite the shit out of some pplz asses but hey that was on them...right? I miss shadow....(tj) i rele didn't wanna leave the movies today cuz i didn't wanna leave him.....i should have stayed and walked home(this is wut i told gabby c.)ya... i've been teasing him too....im soo bad >,< wut i mean is i keep giving him the look like kiss me but i hide my lips(im so silly) i think waiting will make it all worth wild anywayz.i couldn't help but be all over him but hey don't i have the fucking right to be; HE'S MY FUCKING BOYFRIEND!PDA!! woot woot!!!anywayz ...OMFG+G(o my fucking goddesses and gods)i miss him! i suck.....i think he deserves better than me ....im so fucking negative!random shout out to budnick for him itroducing tj to me!I feel so amazing wit him...well cuz he is amazing! OMG im crying wut is wrong wit me!it's hurts to be away from him...i wish he didn't live so far away!i didn't get to talk to him after the movie so now im sad crying and i don't think im gunna sleep ...but at the same time i feel so happy and great knowing that he wants to be wit me as i want to be with him.(THAT'S RIGHT HOES STAY THE FUCK AWAY FROM MY BOYFRIEND OR I'LL GIVE U A PERMANENT MAKEOVER!)on the flip side i was like a rock yesterday(;P if u know wut i mean)i went to my sisters and mad jello shots....those shits are fucking hardcore...
becky was going crazy with the vadca! istead of it being a jello shot it was a triple jello shot! she put so much vodca in it the jello wasn't clear it was solid(as in color wise)omg intense....I miss my love...ahh i suck....my hair is fading...btw nancee nice try trying to cover lies wit lies din't rele work...ya you fucked up rele bad but w/e*plays with cat toy* btw this is random but im putting the past away so if i don't wanna know about it then it didn't happen in my mind weird but tj is taking all thatspace up so sorry move on it never happened...ya going ice skating on friday btw if ur not invited then we don't want u to come thank-you come again!soon to say but i rele think i want to be bound to tj kinda scary too i have never heard myself talk like this and the today i accually heard my heart beat i was so scared cuz i had never rele felt it! IM ALIVE!then i leaned my head on tj's arm and i head his heart beat and i just felt like he's the one you know? it was weird something i had never rele experenced(spell?) before. i love holding his hand he has huge hands but he 's so gentile....he is way taller than me too, white , longer hair than me ,these eyes that are just like unexsplainable ,so thin and built at the same time omg i found a better song that explains how i feel!
I WISH YOU WHERE HERE by,Incubus
I dig my toes into the sand
The ocean looks like
A thousand diamonds strewn
Across a blue blanket
I lean against the wind
Pretend I am weightless
And in this moment
I am happy happy
I wish you were here
I wish you were here
I wish you were here
I wish you were here
I lay my head onto the sand
The sky resembles
A backlit canopy
With holes punched in it
I'm counting UFOs
I signal them with my lighter
And in this moment
I am happy happy
I wish you were here
I wish you were here
I wish you were here
I wish you were here
The world's a rollercoaster
And I am not strapped in
Maybe I should hold with care
My hands are busy in the air
Saying
I wish you were here
I wish you were here
I wish you were here
I wish you were here
i think im done ranbolling(wow i didn't spell that right!)
thinking of tj ...and may-be you,(lol)
dEo
(did this make any sence?)
soul coughing-janine