"I'm so addicted to all the things you do - all the sounds you make with every breath you take..."
So... it's been a while...
Sorry about that.
My mum just got back from a two week long vacation in Florida... it sucked - for me, that is. I had to do everything, and my brother was nothing but mean... I don't really want to get into it right now...
I'm in a lot of pain right now because of my back. The last two days have been awful. It hurt so bad this morning it made me throw up. I can't sleep - which isn't unusual, it's just worse from pain, now...
I got Vice President for the FFA. I was kind of bummed that I didn't get President, but Stephanie Rodriguez was running, and Steph' deserves it more and will be better so I voted for her. I know she'll do great - and I'm stoked about being VP. Andrea was kind of a bitch about it, though... But whatever, she'll get over herself.
I've been really stressed about all the FFA stuff, though, and school, Nikki being a filthy nonteaching whore big-footed bitch, having to take care of everything while mom was gone, friends, horses, the wedding, etc.
I sent in an application to be part of the GLSEN's state representative team. I hope I get it... I got some really good reccomendations from Neville and John. =)
I'm hoping to take our GSA meetings into the Summer...
Pebbles has a wound above her eye. It freaked me out really bad and I called my vet but the fucker didn't call me back. I'm really upset about it... I mean, I wish people could do their jobs... But, she looks like she's getting better. I've been keeping an eye (Hah... no pun intended) on it and the swelling is going down - now she can kind of see out of it. I was really alarmed at how big it got and how fast. An injury like that can lead to infection which can lead to blindness. I mean, I can't return her if I don't want to buy her with an injury or if she's half blind. And I'd have to train her how to ride being blind completely on one side if she DID go blind. It's doubtful, though. I've been looking at her eye (It was hard to life the lid, it was so swollen). It's unlikely she'll go blind or anything - that's basically a worse-case scenerio. I've ridden a half-blind horse before anyways, and I'd still buy her if she was. =)
Comet has a very flat face for a horse... I just really noticed that. It's just... so flat.
My dad tried to tell me that Thisk, one of my cats was gone. I told him he was wrong and that I had seen him recently, he got all pissed. So, tonight I picked up Thisk and brought him inside to prove myself.
I have that Camp Counselor stuff from Wendsday to Friday (this week).
Tomorrow I'm going to talk to Nikki... She's said and done somethings lately that upset me, and Friday she crossed the line. I don't want to go into it now because I'm tired and in pain, but I'm going to tell her straight-up that it's NOT okay to talk about my parents and she is NOT allowed to talk about my parents. I mean, seriously? 1. She's not good enough to talk about the, 2. She doesn't know them.
And then I leave on Wednsday to go do my Camp COunselor jazz. =D I hope it's fun... The whole being female and having a horrible time once a month kind of doesn't help this situation, but I'll be alright. Except that I can't bring gum with me, my MP3, soda, Energy Drinks, a cellphone, straightener, etc. I WILL bring gum because I can't not have gum...
Hmmm... I'm looking up stuff about Corey Feldman. DO YOU KNOW THERE'S ANOTHER LOST BOYS MOVIE COMING OUT THIS JULY?! FUCK YES! I hope it doesn't blow... but Corey Feldman's pretty cute, so that should at least be good, right?
Had a date with this Nina chick last Saturday. She's alright. It was a little awkward because I had no idea what to talk about, then when we did start talking she kind of did all of it - which is chill, I didn't know what to say. I cancled this Saturday because my mum was coming home and that was more important. I don't know if we'll go out again... I talk to her on the phone every once-in-awhile... Is it weird that I block my number so she doesn't call me all the time or randomly?... Hmmm...
So, I finally got my check, it's been several months, I'm quite happy. I spent some of it, the rest is going away. It's not much, but it's what I've been waiting for. I might donate some to the WSPA, again...
Quote: "Come one, don't kill me Mike. I'm basically a good kid!" - Micheal's little brother, Lost Boys.
♥
Sorry about that.
My mum just got back from a two week long vacation in Florida... it sucked - for me, that is. I had to do everything, and my brother was nothing but mean... I don't really want to get into it right now...
I'm in a lot of pain right now because of my back. The last two days have been awful. It hurt so bad this morning it made me throw up. I can't sleep - which isn't unusual, it's just worse from pain, now...
I got Vice President for the FFA. I was kind of bummed that I didn't get President, but Stephanie Rodriguez was running, and Steph' deserves it more and will be better so I voted for her. I know she'll do great - and I'm stoked about being VP. Andrea was kind of a bitch about it, though... But whatever, she'll get over herself.
I've been really stressed about all the FFA stuff, though, and school, Nikki being a filthy nonteaching whore big-footed bitch, having to take care of everything while mom was gone, friends, horses, the wedding, etc.
I sent in an application to be part of the GLSEN's state representative team. I hope I get it... I got some really good reccomendations from Neville and John. =)
I'm hoping to take our GSA meetings into the Summer...
Pebbles has a wound above her eye. It freaked me out really bad and I called my vet but the fucker didn't call me back. I'm really upset about it... I mean, I wish people could do their jobs... But, she looks like she's getting better. I've been keeping an eye (Hah... no pun intended) on it and the swelling is going down - now she can kind of see out of it. I was really alarmed at how big it got and how fast. An injury like that can lead to infection which can lead to blindness. I mean, I can't return her if I don't want to buy her with an injury or if she's half blind. And I'd have to train her how to ride being blind completely on one side if she DID go blind. It's doubtful, though. I've been looking at her eye (It was hard to life the lid, it was so swollen). It's unlikely she'll go blind or anything - that's basically a worse-case scenerio. I've ridden a half-blind horse before anyways, and I'd still buy her if she was. =)
Comet has a very flat face for a horse... I just really noticed that. It's just... so flat.
My dad tried to tell me that Thisk, one of my cats was gone. I told him he was wrong and that I had seen him recently, he got all pissed. So, tonight I picked up Thisk and brought him inside to prove myself.
I have that Camp Counselor stuff from Wendsday to Friday (this week).
Tomorrow I'm going to talk to Nikki... She's said and done somethings lately that upset me, and Friday she crossed the line. I don't want to go into it now because I'm tired and in pain, but I'm going to tell her straight-up that it's NOT okay to talk about my parents and she is NOT allowed to talk about my parents. I mean, seriously? 1. She's not good enough to talk about the, 2. She doesn't know them.
And then I leave on Wednsday to go do my Camp COunselor jazz. =D I hope it's fun... The whole being female and having a horrible time once a month kind of doesn't help this situation, but I'll be alright. Except that I can't bring gum with me, my MP3, soda, Energy Drinks, a cellphone, straightener, etc. I WILL bring gum because I can't not have gum...
Hmmm... I'm looking up stuff about Corey Feldman. DO YOU KNOW THERE'S ANOTHER LOST BOYS MOVIE COMING OUT THIS JULY?! FUCK YES! I hope it doesn't blow... but Corey Feldman's pretty cute, so that should at least be good, right?
Had a date with this Nina chick last Saturday. She's alright. It was a little awkward because I had no idea what to talk about, then when we did start talking she kind of did all of it - which is chill, I didn't know what to say. I cancled this Saturday because my mum was coming home and that was more important. I don't know if we'll go out again... I talk to her on the phone every once-in-awhile... Is it weird that I block my number so she doesn't call me all the time or randomly?... Hmmm...
So, I finally got my check, it's been several months, I'm quite happy. I spent some of it, the rest is going away. It's not much, but it's what I've been waiting for. I might donate some to the WSPA, again...
Quote: "Come one, don't kill me Mike. I'm basically a good kid!" - Micheal's little brother, Lost Boys.
♥