"You take my breath away, you left a hole where my heart should be."
So... today was a pretty interesting, fun a hazardous day of hanging out of windows and walking on rooftops. We were cleaning the windows on the house we're finishing. Well, we were orignally supose to just clean the inside and all that and mom was going to hire someone to clean the outside (because they're up to three stoies from the ground, some of them are four. Anyways, I was like "Oh, I can totally wash the outside!" and I hung out the windows (Heather, thank God, held my legs to make sure I didn't fall) and cleaned the outside. I also found that if we close them as much as they'll go with my legs still in them I can clean almost the whole window (they're the ones that slide up).
Then some of the other windows I was able to get on part of the second-story roof and clean the outside of those completely since we could close them all the way. Yay. And Heather had to hang onto just my feet while I went as far as I could to get the Windex I knocked over and fell into the gutter on one of the steepist parts of the roof. It sucked, but was also pretty fun.
The situation at Heather's house is making me mad and every time I'm there I want to say something, but I know it's just best that I don't... Part of me kind of hopes that they say something to me when she moves out so I can tell them what *I* think. I mean, I'm not going to be terribly mean or anything, I'm still really greatful for what they've done for me, but this is BS...
Heather's decided, I'm pretty sure, to move in with us at the same time we do. She'll be eighteen soon, so she can leave and we'll be moving in a little after. I'm really happy she'll get out of the bullshit sooner rather than later.
So... Part of me is thinking that I should give up all hope or interest on this whole Robert-business. I mean, I doubt he has any interest in me = why would he? I can hardly think of a reason why he WOULD and I can think of so many why he wouldn't.
Ugh... I depress myself. I mean, it's not like I'm going to say anything to him about it because I'm a sissy and all that... >.<
I did, however, mention to Andy that I have a beaver that needs to be taken care of. He said something about it to/around Robert and Robert got kind of excited for a minute. Maybe I can get him out here... O.o o.O That sounds really stalker-ish... God I'm weird.
I got rid of Jason. I pissed him off by calling him a little girl. I told him that I wasn't the one causing all these dramatic problems it was him, and his inability to take resonspability for anyting or be wrong. I told him he could contact me again when his period was over. So, yeah, he's pretty mad and isn't talk to me anymore. Which is fine with me.
Quote: "You have a beaver that needs to me killed?!" - Robert
"Uhm... Yeah, do you want to do it?" - Me
"::Slightly sad:: Just one?..." - Robert
♥
Then some of the other windows I was able to get on part of the second-story roof and clean the outside of those completely since we could close them all the way. Yay. And Heather had to hang onto just my feet while I went as far as I could to get the Windex I knocked over and fell into the gutter on one of the steepist parts of the roof. It sucked, but was also pretty fun.
The situation at Heather's house is making me mad and every time I'm there I want to say something, but I know it's just best that I don't... Part of me kind of hopes that they say something to me when she moves out so I can tell them what *I* think. I mean, I'm not going to be terribly mean or anything, I'm still really greatful for what they've done for me, but this is BS...
Heather's decided, I'm pretty sure, to move in with us at the same time we do. She'll be eighteen soon, so she can leave and we'll be moving in a little after. I'm really happy she'll get out of the bullshit sooner rather than later.
So... Part of me is thinking that I should give up all hope or interest on this whole Robert-business. I mean, I doubt he has any interest in me = why would he? I can hardly think of a reason why he WOULD and I can think of so many why he wouldn't.
Ugh... I depress myself. I mean, it's not like I'm going to say anything to him about it because I'm a sissy and all that... >.<
I did, however, mention to Andy that I have a beaver that needs to be taken care of. He said something about it to/around Robert and Robert got kind of excited for a minute. Maybe I can get him out here... O.o o.O That sounds really stalker-ish... God I'm weird.
I got rid of Jason. I pissed him off by calling him a little girl. I told him that I wasn't the one causing all these dramatic problems it was him, and his inability to take resonspability for anyting or be wrong. I told him he could contact me again when his period was over. So, yeah, he's pretty mad and isn't talk to me anymore. Which is fine with me.
Quote: "You have a beaver that needs to me killed?!" - Robert
"Uhm... Yeah, do you want to do it?" - Me
"::Slightly sad:: Just one?..." - Robert
♥