"You lost your Self-Esteem along the way..."
Dude, seriously? Karin needs to shut the fuck up.
I feel lonely, still. This is weird...
And the sad thing is: I have an interest in Robert (I mean, from what I know about him he seems pretty neat. I just think Talent's cute, I don't really think that'd go anywhere, and especially after Michelle's passed...), but I don't ever think I could get him interested in me if he's not on his own, you know? I just... Ugh, I see nothing truly great about me, so what am I suppose to use to have him see me in a more romantic way?
This is a deep infatuation you guys. Lol.
I mean, I'll go with my normal "play it casual" routine, because... Well, I don't actually know how to hit on people I'm really interested in. I mean, I flirt with people, but when I actually have an interest in the person I get all ridiculous and start thinking about all the reasons no one could ever have an interest me and NEVER grow to love me. So I get all self-concious and screwed up.
Yeah, I know people are always like "Oh, be yourself" blahblahblah "It's okay to just go for it even if you're nervous" - for me, it's NOT okay to go for it when I'm nervous. Because I'll probably make an ass out of myself...
Blah...
I've heard he's an ass, but I've yet to experience it. And, you know, I think he's got some sweetheart potential. He seems really sweet under some of that protective... somethingness he's got going on. And, you know, he's FREAKING CUTE as heck. :D
He doesn't live with his parents, he lives with Andy (Stephanie Rodriguez's BF, the FFA Sentinal). I kind of want to know why... I wonder if it's similar reasons to why I moved out of my parent's house...
Quote: "I could see your own porn website now: www.KatHasWayTooMuchCaffine.com ." - Jason.
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I feel lonely, still. This is weird...
And the sad thing is: I have an interest in Robert (I mean, from what I know about him he seems pretty neat. I just think Talent's cute, I don't really think that'd go anywhere, and especially after Michelle's passed...), but I don't ever think I could get him interested in me if he's not on his own, you know? I just... Ugh, I see nothing truly great about me, so what am I suppose to use to have him see me in a more romantic way?
This is a deep infatuation you guys. Lol.
I mean, I'll go with my normal "play it casual" routine, because... Well, I don't actually know how to hit on people I'm really interested in. I mean, I flirt with people, but when I actually have an interest in the person I get all ridiculous and start thinking about all the reasons no one could ever have an interest me and NEVER grow to love me. So I get all self-concious and screwed up.
Yeah, I know people are always like "Oh, be yourself" blahblahblah "It's okay to just go for it even if you're nervous" - for me, it's NOT okay to go for it when I'm nervous. Because I'll probably make an ass out of myself...
Blah...
I've heard he's an ass, but I've yet to experience it. And, you know, I think he's got some sweetheart potential. He seems really sweet under some of that protective... somethingness he's got going on. And, you know, he's FREAKING CUTE as heck. :D
He doesn't live with his parents, he lives with Andy (Stephanie Rodriguez's BF, the FFA Sentinal). I kind of want to know why... I wonder if it's similar reasons to why I moved out of my parent's house...
Quote: "I could see your own porn website now: www.KatHasWayTooMuchCaffine.com ." - Jason.
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