+You're.the.reason.i.breathe+

May 04, 2004 00:37

I Had Ivory March 1st.
I can't believe she's really here. She's so beautiful.
I'm probably not going to be on a lot, but i WILL comment a.s.a.p. cos i have to take care of Ivory, or course.
But
WOW
She's really here. I can't believe i EVER thought of giving her up for adoption. She's the best thing that ever happened to me.

I don't see why people do that to there own children. Well my real mom put me up for adoption because she was raped by her best friend, so i can see her point.
I've always wanted to meet my real mom.
But it's too late for that.
When i was little, i always dreamed about what Margret [mom] looked like. When Michelle abandoned me when i was 10, i always thought Margret would come looking for me.
And of course, that didn't happen. She passed away when i was 17. I never got to see her. Or even get to hear the sound of her voice. But *shrug* I guess that happens in life.

I don't want Ivory to grow up wondering what her real mother looks like or what she sounds like.
I've been through hell and back with my foster parents/foster homes and i'm NOT willing to put Ivory in that situation.

Ivory has been blessed w/ her mother and her father that love her very much.
And i'm so glad she's my baby.
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