all i want for christmas is a holga maniac pack.
i want a holga maniac pack. :(
then i'll take ron's photos with it.
toys toys.
i must have gone crazy already.
one day i feel like i fully understand him. then the next i hate him for telling me i can still go to his sister's debut as the person who designed her gown who's also his friend.. then i pretend i never heard that insult. then i missed him. then im superbly apathetic when he came back. then i hate the fact that nmat's so near he's gonna be busy as fuck. then im all the more jaded when i finally saw him again. jadedER when he left. i don't even want to look at him. then i want to take his photos. and cuddle.
but we aint fightin. m just weird. poor ron. his girlfriend's such a dull girl she doesn't even want to move her face. not even a little. Not even once in a while. what a weirdo.
all these things are making me want to just stay at home. in bed. its pointless to go out since i always tend to zone out anyway. if i just had that holga thing it'll take my mind off from so much stuff i shouldnt be thinking about in the first place. gir gir gir.
then i'll take ron's photos with it.
toys toys.
i must have gone crazy already.
one day i feel like i fully understand him. then the next i hate him for telling me i can still go to his sister's debut as the person who designed her gown who's also his friend.. then i pretend i never heard that insult. then i missed him. then im superbly apathetic when he came back. then i hate the fact that nmat's so near he's gonna be busy as fuck. then im all the more jaded when i finally saw him again. jadedER when he left. i don't even want to look at him. then i want to take his photos. and cuddle.
but we aint fightin. m just weird. poor ron. his girlfriend's such a dull girl she doesn't even want to move her face. not even a little. Not even once in a while. what a weirdo.
all these things are making me want to just stay at home. in bed. its pointless to go out since i always tend to zone out anyway. if i just had that holga thing it'll take my mind off from so much stuff i shouldnt be thinking about in the first place. gir gir gir.