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I feel so gross. Guilty. I ate so fucking much yesterday..McDonald's for breakfast, soup for lunch, and then Joes (Cheesy beef with fries) for dinner. Then I came home at like 11, and my brother had made a frozen pizza. I ate 2 pieces of that. Disgusting. I was too tired to do anything about it at that point. Today I told myself I'd be good, I wouldn't eat today. Yeah, right. I went and rode today and my horse was so energetic... I was so hungry when I got home. So yeah, all that about not eating went right out the window, and I made a pizza. We NEVER have frozen pizza, I don't know what the hell possessed my mother to buy them. But she did, and she fucked me over, because I love them. Anyways, I had like 4 pieces of it, and like 6 twizzlers and I purged most of it, but had to stop because I heard my dad come home. I'm thinking I'll "take a shower" in a minute or two. God. I HATE MYSELF FOR THIS.