I miss Jesse, and Can't Wait For Him To Get Back

Sep 04, 2005 21:00

Today I worked at Aero for about 4 1/2 hours, and it was alright, just making some extra cash. I go back to school Tuesday, and get to see Ben and some more ass wholes I used to be with. Oh what fucking fun. No I like North Lake it is a cool place, and very good for me. For some reason I get more accomplished there then I did anywhere else, and North Lake is a alternative school.....come on now. I talked to Marty today for a few, and he has a new girl friend, her name is Kelsy, and she seems nice. I told Marty I wanted him to come over with her so I can meet her. He was kinda iffy at first, and then I told him my motive, which was to just be nice, and stay friends with him, and her. He was fine after that, he just doesn't want me trying anything, like trying to beat her ass or anything. Who can blame him I mean I wouldn't want him starting any shit with Jesse, or any of my boy friends ya know what I mean? He understands and is cool with the fact that I just want to be friends with him, and Kelsy. My feelings for Marty are no longer half as strong as they used to be, because if they were, best believe I wouldn't be able to hold a conversation with him for more then 5 minutes, without blowing up at him. For some reason though the only person who believes me about that part is Heather. I guess Jesse wants to fight Marty, because Marty keeps blowing him off, and treating Jesse like crap, telling Jesse bull shit so he wont hang out with him. I just told Marty to stop lying to Jesse, and tell him the truth. But both of them are very stubborn, and are too pig-headed to fesse up that they actually need to grow up a little. No one listens to Cayla though, Cayla's retarded. Even though I am 17, and have gone through so much more shit then pretty much the majority of adults in the U.S. Heather and Tenny are watching "The Skeleton Key". I already watched it and it's messed up. I don't really feel like watching it again. It's good that I am on all good terms with pretty much everyone I used to hate, and despise. Now I just need to work on the whole me and Ben situation now, and see how far this goes. With just comeing to good terms with him now ya know what I mean? I can't wait! Jesse gets back tomorrow from Atlanta, and I can't wait I will hopefully be able to see him after I get out of work tomorrow. I just want to hug, and kiss him. I haven't seen him in like it feels like forever. Well I have to go and check some other e-mails, and shit so peace.
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