Mar 04, 2006 19:41
Stephen... is being kinda retarded... so I might not send him pictures from the wedding.
He's making a really big deal about me not being able to go up to Chicago to visit him. TOO FUCKING BAD!
He shouldn't be flirting with an innocent little 16 year old girl, when he plans on coming back to me when he gets back here. She's here, too, Stephen... she isn't out there. So you're going to have to make that choice... or I'm going to make it FOR you. I'm here... and there are PLENTY of other people out here... the only reason that I'm going to let you choose is because I love you... if you want her over me that's fine... but you better TELL me that... don't tell me that I'm the only one you want to be with and then go ahead and tell her the same thing... because the next time you lie to me, I'm gone. POOF! gone... out of your life. So you decide, and you better decide QUICKLY... because I'm only giving you until Monday.
I have plenty to do with my life without him. I have Six Flags... I have my friends... I have my musicals... that call back is a big deal... to me... HOWEVER... all of those would hold more meaning if I was with him.
So, without further adieu, I end this post... mostly because it was just me practising what I'm going to say to him on the phone.
My life... it doesn't suck so much anymore... things are finally starting to turn around...