Dec 16, 2005 11:52
wow...i remember everytime it hit December i was always happy...never once shedded a tear...but why..why is this december so terrible..there hasn't been one week where i haven't cried...this sucks so much..
like i used to get so excited about decorating the house for a little christmas spirit...now i dont wanna do it..WHAT AM I TURNING INTO!!!! this suck sucks sucks!!!
just liek shana said...why is everything falling apart..this si bulshit!!
whatever...im gonna stick through..be strong...because..my friends need me...i need my friends..you guys ar emy life..and i love you so much...
im leaving next week on thursday to go to California..so wednsdays my last day im definetly gonna go around and tell everyone i love them and give them a hug...and it'll be my last day in seeing my boyfriend school...
yeha i know i told u he wasn't but he changed his mind later...
so typical...
<3,
elmo