the moment i say "everythings great" it turns to shit
well today fukn sucked....
im in history next thing u noe i see my bf in his car arguing with his mom then i see him storm inside i make up a lie to be able to get out of class and i run to see him..he tells me he was dropping out...
my heart stops..
i look like im okay..but when i walk back into class..i walk over to Alex...and i start crying my eyes out...i can't stop crying
it sucks so much i mean i understand its his choice nothing i can do about it..but...i barely get to see him as it is so..im going to miss him...
so im pretty much crying for the rest of the day...so at lunch..he comes to see me notices right eyes my eyes are red..all his friends telling him something is wrong he comes by me and asks me whats wrong and i lie to him saying nothing he doesn't believe me...
so were talking then he says "hmm should i go to class or stay here with you my love" without even thinking "i stand up and say what difference does it make...ur dropping out anyways" and i walk away..i run over to alisha we go to the bathroom and im crying my eyes out..
he runs over COMES INTO THE BATHROOM and grabs me and pulls me into his arms...
i wont tell him anything...i can't i feel so silly just crying about it
finally..wen i go back to culinary..i get a pass to Pams and he knows im there cuz he comes down the hall and says I KNEW U WERE HERE!! and pam comes out leaves us so we can talk..i tell him the reason why im crying..he tells me he'll come in everyday to say that he loves me...and hold me...
ITS TOO OVERWHELMING!!!
im gonna miss him so much...
ugghh im about to burst into tears just typing this so im leaving...pCe
<3,
elmo
im in history next thing u noe i see my bf in his car arguing with his mom then i see him storm inside i make up a lie to be able to get out of class and i run to see him..he tells me he was dropping out...
my heart stops..
i look like im okay..but when i walk back into class..i walk over to Alex...and i start crying my eyes out...i can't stop crying
it sucks so much i mean i understand its his choice nothing i can do about it..but...i barely get to see him as it is so..im going to miss him...
so im pretty much crying for the rest of the day...so at lunch..he comes to see me notices right eyes my eyes are red..all his friends telling him something is wrong he comes by me and asks me whats wrong and i lie to him saying nothing he doesn't believe me...
so were talking then he says "hmm should i go to class or stay here with you my love" without even thinking "i stand up and say what difference does it make...ur dropping out anyways" and i walk away..i run over to alisha we go to the bathroom and im crying my eyes out..
he runs over COMES INTO THE BATHROOM and grabs me and pulls me into his arms...
i wont tell him anything...i can't i feel so silly just crying about it
finally..wen i go back to culinary..i get a pass to Pams and he knows im there cuz he comes down the hall and says I KNEW U WERE HERE!! and pam comes out leaves us so we can talk..i tell him the reason why im crying..he tells me he'll come in everyday to say that he loves me...and hold me...
ITS TOO OVERWHELMING!!!
im gonna miss him so much...
ugghh im about to burst into tears just typing this so im leaving...pCe
<3,
elmo