*Sighs*
after....two days of torture..
1. hardly eating dropping about 15 lbs
2. only 8 hours of sleep all together in the past two days
3. being stressed out of my mind and crying non stop.......
i've finally slept for 12 hours STRAIGHT! last night for my mind has finally been put to ease....heres whats been happening..
Tuesday i told my mom im gonna go to the mall with my friend steph...she told me she knew about brian..so she said..
Mom: whats his name
Me: Brian
Mom: how old is he
Me:17
*long pause*
Mom: does he have a car
Me:yes
Mom: if i ever find out u went into his car i swear ill ground u all of freshman year
Me:: i swear i wont i promise
Mom: ur only staying til 4..
Btw at the time only would've been an hour
so 4:15 came rolling along...disapointed but i got a txt from her saying
Mom: Location
Me: Couches in mall
Mom: send a pic of u holding up 4 fingers
*me confused takes picture and sends it*
Mom: u can stay longer i you like =)
hehehehe
so my mom seemed pretty cool about it..
so then i came home went to bed at 7:00 woke up at 8:00 with rob glaring at me
he started yelling at me for lying to him about the movies and this and that saying i lost everyones trust...i dont remember any of it...i really didn't pay much attention
so i went back to sleep and i woke up with the scariest thoguht in my head..
i had thought what if they make me break up with him!!
i couldn't stop crying for the rest of the night..i was soo scared..
thats why i been acting like the way i have been....i've been soo stressed out..
but nothign happened..its liek my parents are acting nothing happened at all! so...finally my minds been put to ease..i can sleep..eat...and not cry my self to sleep...or at least cry but cant sleep....=) im okay now..ims oo happy..now to gain my weight back..haha..still not smiling much anymore...ahh well thats the worst of my emo stage...im gonna go now...bye guys..much luv
elm0z
1. hardly eating dropping about 15 lbs
2. only 8 hours of sleep all together in the past two days
3. being stressed out of my mind and crying non stop.......
i've finally slept for 12 hours STRAIGHT! last night for my mind has finally been put to ease....heres whats been happening..
Tuesday i told my mom im gonna go to the mall with my friend steph...she told me she knew about brian..so she said..
Mom: whats his name
Me: Brian
Mom: how old is he
Me:17
*long pause*
Mom: does he have a car
Me:yes
Mom: if i ever find out u went into his car i swear ill ground u all of freshman year
Me:: i swear i wont i promise
Mom: ur only staying til 4..
Btw at the time only would've been an hour
so 4:15 came rolling along...disapointed but i got a txt from her saying
Mom: Location
Me: Couches in mall
Mom: send a pic of u holding up 4 fingers
*me confused takes picture and sends it*
Mom: u can stay longer i you like =)
hehehehe
so my mom seemed pretty cool about it..
so then i came home went to bed at 7:00 woke up at 8:00 with rob glaring at me
he started yelling at me for lying to him about the movies and this and that saying i lost everyones trust...i dont remember any of it...i really didn't pay much attention
so i went back to sleep and i woke up with the scariest thoguht in my head..
i had thought what if they make me break up with him!!
i couldn't stop crying for the rest of the night..i was soo scared..
thats why i been acting like the way i have been....i've been soo stressed out..
but nothign happened..its liek my parents are acting nothing happened at all! so...finally my minds been put to ease..i can sleep..eat...and not cry my self to sleep...or at least cry but cant sleep....=) im okay now..ims oo happy..now to gain my weight back..haha..still not smiling much anymore...ahh well thats the worst of my emo stage...im gonna go now...bye guys..much luv
elm0z