Mar 30, 2007 23:44
I hate this stupid game. I put myself out there only to be disrespected, and hurt.
It is not ok for a guy to embarrass, humiliate and disrespect a girl infront of other people and then disregard it because no one else was humiliated or embarrassed or even noticed what you did.
It is not ok for me to tell you i am no longer comfortable being around you while you are intoxicated because you did it to me twice and for you to say 'do you think ill rape you or something when im drunk?'
It is not ok for you to make me cry, and make me hurt and make me feel totally worthless because you dont understand what it feels like. You didnt rape me, but it doesnt mean what you did wasnt any less severe.
You dont understand how it feels to be violated and humiliated and controlled by another human being while you try ur hardest to make it stop.
You dont understand how it feels to be sexually harrassed, and the constant fear you live with when you pass a guy late at night on a street and wonder if he is going to rape you or attack you.
its not ok.
our friendship is over.
its not ok and im not ok. im not ok...
im not ok.