Captain Jack Sparrow, here.
There just are no words for this.
No words, no feelings, no livejournal mood icon. 6 years I hold back.
*sighs* I can't even bring myself to be sorry.
No words, no feelings, no livejournal mood icon. 6 years I hold back.
*sighs* I can't even bring myself to be sorry.
Dear Jack:
There's a word Jack. There are several of them.
Compassion, that's a start
Inner-strength, now there's another. (2-words, but stil)
Humanity - now that's a word to meditate to.
The words I'll be meditating on today -
Love
Acceptance
Compassion
Guess we both have meditating to do.
By the way, I was bored so I kinda picked up a little bit around here; then I saw that. Then I cleaned the bathroom, because I couldn't stop throwing up.
You really do sleep heavy - I kissed you while you were sleeping. Twice actually - I never kissed you goodbye last night.
Love you
Still (hopefully) Your Leela.
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I was very happy to see your note when I woke up. But, then, when I went to sleep last night, I never figured I'd live through the night.
Your note thrilled me, love, but something tells me you sent it before you knew what I did. She's protecting me still, isn't she? Or I'd already be dead.
My feelings for you haven't changed in the slightest, my Leela.
Love,
CJS
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Now. Jack.
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I tried, my Leela, I tried to stop. And then I stopped trying.
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You are a monster. I love you, but I wish yo...
Fuck you, Jack Sparrow.
*walks out*
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Leela, don't do this thing with Jimmy, love. Not over this. Tabby doesn't want that. You know she doesn't. No matter what happened, she doesn't want you and Jimmy to tangle. Especially not because of this.
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You should have thought of this before. On your head, Jack. Not mine, not Tabby's or Adrian, or Jimmy - it's on your head now.
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You don't even know what I did, Leela. You haven't a clue. And it has nothing to do with you, Jimmy, or Adrian. It was between Tabby and I. And don't you dare attack Jimmy and use this as an excuse for your own anger, which - by the way - you are very entitled to.
If you were really acting out of concern for Tabby, you'd steer well clear of Jimmy. Anything you do to him will only hurt her, and far worse than I did last night, at that.
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He doesn't need an excuse to come after me, haven't you learned that - but you just gave him one. Oh my God - you just gave him the mother of all reasons to kill me...and you should know all about it - revenge for a loved one..
*hysterical laughter*
You should know all about it Jack. You started the whole fucking thing.
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No, baby, you don't get it. Jimmy's not going to avenge anything, because Tabby's going to go to her grave denying that anything happened. Because if anything had happened, she knows perfectly well what Jimmy would do to you. So to protect you, she'll take whatever Adrian and Jimmy do to her to try to get the truth out of her. She'll even let them kill her, if she has to.
To protect you, my pretty Leela.
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There's no proof, savvy? Nothing happened, after all. And Tabby will deny it too. Vehemently, I'd imagine.
I read her journal this morning. You don't seriously think she'd fuck Adrian - take the lead and initiate it, even - if I'd done what it is you're implying.
Nothing happened, Leela. Best start getting that through your head now, love.
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Now, get your fucking hands off me before you pull back stumps.
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You're goddamn right she would. Even if it means protecting me.
*releases you*
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