Two butt holes
So I have this tumor like thing on my butt. What? No! I said Tumor LIKE! It's not a tumor. That's the best way I can explain it to you without spending hours trying to pronounce the real things name. I haven't gone to school because the more it grows the more it hurts. And for two nights in a row I couldn't sleep a wink because of the pain. Finally I go see my second doctor so he could tell me if I need to get operated or not.
This is the second time I have this, and wish it upon no one!
Well the second dostor did more than just look at it. He stuck a needle in it, [this thing hurt so much, that even water passing by it gave me pain] he took a knife and cut it open. [I'm not seeing any of this 'cause I'm too busy screaming in my pillow] My mom was almost crying, begging him to stop. But I knew it had to be done for me to able to eat properly and have a good night sleep.
GROSS CROSS
He kept squeezing more and more blood and pus out of it. It didn't seem to stop, and the stench was horrible! O_o I got some on my pants and on the way out I had to pass by all the people in the waiting room. I couldn't ecxactly run, it still hurt. The doctor left the wound open and to this day it still draining out. So now I have two holes for my butt. Today I'm not that dizzy and nauseous so I decided to write what has been going on.
On Monday I have to go again to see if I really need to get operated. This all sucks, but my mom has made it easier along the way. Before this turns into a mushy entry of how much I love my mom I'm just gonna say... I love my mom and never placing my friends first ever again. None of my friends where there when I needed them, but my mom was. To think that in the past I used to stick up for them and place them number one. Well not anymore, my mom goes first now. She always has deserved better, I just didn't see it.