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I'm BORED.
The last couple of weeks I've been closing a lot so I've had the morning to chill before work, but almost always Monica is here to keep me company. Since she stayed at a friends house last night (and she started work at 11 anyway) I have nothing to do. UGH. I'm so not used to be alone, and I know that's a bad thing (what happens when we do eventually break up and I have to find things to do on my own?) but holy shit I don't know what to do with myself for another two hours. Well.. hour.. but still. So bored.
I did have fun last night despite me being stupid and emotional before she left. But it's not even like anything's wrong with us right now. A night apart every once in a while isn't going to kill us. I ended up going over to Jenny's and having a good time anyway. I did a shot of vodka. Which I never do. But Jenny was feeling shitty and wanted to do a shot so.. I did one. I knew Monica would be upset that I never do shots with her so I, in a drunken stupor told her I'd do shots with her now. Shit.
SO bored. I need a good book to read.
The last couple of weeks I've been closing a lot so I've had the morning to chill before work, but almost always Monica is here to keep me company. Since she stayed at a friends house last night (and she started work at 11 anyway) I have nothing to do. UGH. I'm so not used to be alone, and I know that's a bad thing (what happens when we do eventually break up and I have to find things to do on my own?) but holy shit I don't know what to do with myself for another two hours. Well.. hour.. but still. So bored.
I did have fun last night despite me being stupid and emotional before she left. But it's not even like anything's wrong with us right now. A night apart every once in a while isn't going to kill us. I ended up going over to Jenny's and having a good time anyway. I did a shot of vodka. Which I never do. But Jenny was feeling shitty and wanted to do a shot so.. I did one. I knew Monica would be upset that I never do shots with her so I, in a drunken stupor told her I'd do shots with her now. Shit.
SO bored. I need a good book to read.