[FIC]Always there 4
update again!!
“Junsu ah…” Yoochun called out as he peeked into the living room after having a quick shower and found nobody in his bedroom,the eyebrows frowned together as he found that the living room still dimmed by the curtain,apparently there’s no one was up yet.But Junsu said everybody were ready for the breakfast.
A soft ‘crank’ from the kitchen makes Yoochun jumped but slowly took his way toward the kitchen anyway.The boy tiptoed quietly until he found Junsu in the kitchen,grabbing some toasts from the baker and carefully cut it into four pieces,biting his lower lips in concentration.Yoochun smiled at his bandmate’s adorable act and approached the other boy with devilish smile on his lips.
“Gotcha,Su ah!” Yoochun beamed and grabbed Junsu’s waist tightly.But according to the sudden attack,the knife was cutting on Junsu’s finger and blood were slowly bleeding from the cut.
“Ouch!” Junsu whimpered and abruptly pushed Yoochun aside.Accidentally Yoochun’s head hit on the cupboard quite hardly.
“I’m sorry,Junsu!” Yoochun apologized and quickly approached Junsu again,grabbing Junsu’s hand in his as he examined the wound.
“Are you okay?” Junsu asked worriedly,reaching his other hand to caressed Yoochun’s forehead.
“Shut up,Su.I’m okay but you’re not.” Yoochun said.
“Sorry.” Junsu said and found himself blushing slightly when Yoochun dragged him out to the living room and pulled him to sit on the couch.
“Sit here,’kay?” Yoochun ordered before he returned to the kitchen,fumbled with some of first aid kits.
Junsu sighed.
If you’re not the one who hurt me…will you even care about me like this,Yoochun?
“Okay…give me your hand.” Yoochun said as he sat himself beside Junsu,taking the other boy’s offered hand gently and began to take care of the other’s wound.
Junsu couldn’t help but smiled when he saw Yoochun’s brows frowned in concentration.Junsu tapped his index finger between Yoochun’s brows,laughing when Yoochun looked up and him and pouted.
“What are you doing?” Yoochun asked.
“Nothing.” Junsu shrugged. “Relax,Chunnie.I didn’t hurt that much.”
“But still hurt,don’t you?!” Yoochun whined.
Junsu didn’t answer but questioned instead,soft hand reached Yoochun’s head and rubbed a circle on it.
“It might be bruised…is it hurt?” Junsu asked.
Yoochun had to admit that he enjoyed Junsu’s touch a lot,closing his eyes and leaned his head on Junsu’s shoulder then responded.
“Umm…not really.Then tell me why you have to do the breakfast on you own? And where is the other?”
“Min is already up and go to school and Jae still in bed because he came back late last night.That’s why I have to do the breakfast on my own.” Junsu answered as he still rubbed his hand against Yoochun’s head.
“And Yunho?” Yoochun asked.
“Oh!he’s also with Jaejoong but I think he might already wake up and try to drag Jaejoong out from the bed.”
Yoochun nodded in response and suddenly pulled back from Junsu when he heard someone clearing his throat.
“Is there anyone here talking about me?” Yunho asked playfully.
“Yea,I thought you will never come out from Jaejoong’s bed.” Yoochun smirked.
“Then where is Jaejoong hyung?” Junsu asked.
“Still in bed…I have no idea why he become a heavy sleeper like this.” Yunho sighed. “I think it’s because the influence of Yoochun.”
And Yoochun almost choked the orange juice in his hand.
“Pardon?!” Yoochun whined as he received the napkin from Junsu and wiped it on his lips.
“Haha…I’m just kidding,Yoochun.Now go to wake your hyung up,Junsu.” Yunho said.
“I’ll go get him.” Yoochun offered.At least,just seeing Jaejoong when he’s in his sleep might make him feel better.
“But--” Junsu protested but stopped when Yoochun said to him.
“You can go with me if you want.” Yoochun offered.
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“…Jaejoong wake up.” Yoochun’s familiar voice filled Jaejoong’s sense as he woke up by a nudge at his rear.
“Junsu ah…” Jaejoong smiled warmly at his brother-like mate,trying to ignore Yoochun completely.
“Hi,Jaejoong.” Junsu smiled back and hugged Jaejoong tightly as he always do.
“You should go to take a shower,Jae.” Yoochun adviced but Jaejoong just looked up at him with the empty eyes.
“I will.” Jaejoong responded.
“Hurry up,hyung.I’m so hungry.” Junsu said.
“Okay…but what happened with your finger?” Jaejoong asked as he grabbed Junsu’s hand and examined at the injured finger.
“Err…I got cut when I tried to cut the toasts.” Junsu answered and Jaejoong giggled so he pouted.
“Hey!I knew that I’m sucks at cooking,Jaejoong.Thank you.”
Yoochun sighed as he quietly observed his friend and his ex-boyfriend.
Junsu and Jaejoong are different and at the same time,they also the same.Junsu is just like Jaejoong in a couple years earlier,lively and so pure.But Jaejoong is not the same now,he’s a man with an icy wall which protected his injured heart and protect himself from everyone around.
Yoochun wasn’t stupid.
He knew Junsu’s feeling toward him,even a small hint.
But he was afraid that someday…
Junsu might be just like Jaejoong,and by Yoochun’s hands.
Jaejoong’s heart was beating so hard until he could feel the pain inside.He never meant to be so cold toward Yoochun like this.But he had to do this for his own goods.
Once your heart was injured by love it will never be the same until you found another one,which beating in the same pace with yours.
Jaejoong prays everyday…when the time came,he will smile at Yoochun and the world without hesitant.
Hope it’s not longer than his whole life.
“Junsu ah…” Yoochun called out as he peeked into the living room after having a quick shower and found nobody in his bedroom,the eyebrows frowned together as he found that the living room still dimmed by the curtain,apparently there’s no one was up yet.But Junsu said everybody were ready for the breakfast.
A soft ‘crank’ from the kitchen makes Yoochun jumped but slowly took his way toward the kitchen anyway.The boy tiptoed quietly until he found Junsu in the kitchen,grabbing some toasts from the baker and carefully cut it into four pieces,biting his lower lips in concentration.Yoochun smiled at his bandmate’s adorable act and approached the other boy with devilish smile on his lips.
“Gotcha,Su ah!” Yoochun beamed and grabbed Junsu’s waist tightly.But according to the sudden attack,the knife was cutting on Junsu’s finger and blood were slowly bleeding from the cut.
“Ouch!” Junsu whimpered and abruptly pushed Yoochun aside.Accidentally Yoochun’s head hit on the cupboard quite hardly.
“I’m sorry,Junsu!” Yoochun apologized and quickly approached Junsu again,grabbing Junsu’s hand in his as he examined the wound.
“Are you okay?” Junsu asked worriedly,reaching his other hand to caressed Yoochun’s forehead.
“Shut up,Su.I’m okay but you’re not.” Yoochun said.
“Sorry.” Junsu said and found himself blushing slightly when Yoochun dragged him out to the living room and pulled him to sit on the couch.
“Sit here,’kay?” Yoochun ordered before he returned to the kitchen,fumbled with some of first aid kits.
Junsu sighed.
If you’re not the one who hurt me…will you even care about me like this,Yoochun?
“Okay…give me your hand.” Yoochun said as he sat himself beside Junsu,taking the other boy’s offered hand gently and began to take care of the other’s wound.
Junsu couldn’t help but smiled when he saw Yoochun’s brows frowned in concentration.Junsu tapped his index finger between Yoochun’s brows,laughing when Yoochun looked up and him and pouted.
“What are you doing?” Yoochun asked.
“Nothing.” Junsu shrugged. “Relax,Chunnie.I didn’t hurt that much.”
“But still hurt,don’t you?!” Yoochun whined.
Junsu didn’t answer but questioned instead,soft hand reached Yoochun’s head and rubbed a circle on it.
“It might be bruised…is it hurt?” Junsu asked.
Yoochun had to admit that he enjoyed Junsu’s touch a lot,closing his eyes and leaned his head on Junsu’s shoulder then responded.
“Umm…not really.Then tell me why you have to do the breakfast on you own? And where is the other?”
“Min is already up and go to school and Jae still in bed because he came back late last night.That’s why I have to do the breakfast on my own.” Junsu answered as he still rubbed his hand against Yoochun’s head.
“And Yunho?” Yoochun asked.
“Oh!he’s also with Jaejoong but I think he might already wake up and try to drag Jaejoong out from the bed.”
Yoochun nodded in response and suddenly pulled back from Junsu when he heard someone clearing his throat.
“Is there anyone here talking about me?” Yunho asked playfully.
“Yea,I thought you will never come out from Jaejoong’s bed.” Yoochun smirked.
“Then where is Jaejoong hyung?” Junsu asked.
“Still in bed…I have no idea why he become a heavy sleeper like this.” Yunho sighed. “I think it’s because the influence of Yoochun.”
And Yoochun almost choked the orange juice in his hand.
“Pardon?!” Yoochun whined as he received the napkin from Junsu and wiped it on his lips.
“Haha…I’m just kidding,Yoochun.Now go to wake your hyung up,Junsu.” Yunho said.
“I’ll go get him.” Yoochun offered.At least,just seeing Jaejoong when he’s in his sleep might make him feel better.
“But--” Junsu protested but stopped when Yoochun said to him.
“You can go with me if you want.” Yoochun offered.
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“…Jaejoong wake up.” Yoochun’s familiar voice filled Jaejoong’s sense as he woke up by a nudge at his rear.
“Junsu ah…” Jaejoong smiled warmly at his brother-like mate,trying to ignore Yoochun completely.
“Hi,Jaejoong.” Junsu smiled back and hugged Jaejoong tightly as he always do.
“You should go to take a shower,Jae.” Yoochun adviced but Jaejoong just looked up at him with the empty eyes.
“I will.” Jaejoong responded.
“Hurry up,hyung.I’m so hungry.” Junsu said.
“Okay…but what happened with your finger?” Jaejoong asked as he grabbed Junsu’s hand and examined at the injured finger.
“Err…I got cut when I tried to cut the toasts.” Junsu answered and Jaejoong giggled so he pouted.
“Hey!I knew that I’m sucks at cooking,Jaejoong.Thank you.”
Yoochun sighed as he quietly observed his friend and his ex-boyfriend.
Junsu and Jaejoong are different and at the same time,they also the same.Junsu is just like Jaejoong in a couple years earlier,lively and so pure.But Jaejoong is not the same now,he’s a man with an icy wall which protected his injured heart and protect himself from everyone around.
Yoochun wasn’t stupid.
He knew Junsu’s feeling toward him,even a small hint.
But he was afraid that someday…
Junsu might be just like Jaejoong,and by Yoochun’s hands.
Jaejoong’s heart was beating so hard until he could feel the pain inside.He never meant to be so cold toward Yoochun like this.But he had to do this for his own goods.
Once your heart was injured by love it will never be the same until you found another one,which beating in the same pace with yours.
Jaejoong prays everyday…when the time came,he will smile at Yoochun and the world without hesitant.
Hope it’s not longer than his whole life.