update
yes i lost my job after 4 days,
no i will not explain it again for the billionth time.
yes im working on getting another one.
no i will not work another bullshit job and half my career any further,
yes my friend died.
no it did not bring anybody closer,
yes i had a crush.
no nothing happened cause she digs my friend
but im cool with that. they had a history.
and im used to it, seeing that it always happens to me.
whatever.
yes im sick.
no i havetn been training for the triathlon.
yes im bitter.
why? im tired of my bad luck.
yes i still drink alot.
more actually than i did before
i just want my job to happen and save so may can come and change my life.
fuck
no i will not explain it again for the billionth time.
yes im working on getting another one.
no i will not work another bullshit job and half my career any further,
yes my friend died.
no it did not bring anybody closer,
yes i had a crush.
no nothing happened cause she digs my friend
but im cool with that. they had a history.
and im used to it, seeing that it always happens to me.
whatever.
yes im sick.
no i havetn been training for the triathlon.
yes im bitter.
why? im tired of my bad luck.
yes i still drink alot.
more actually than i did before
i just want my job to happen and save so may can come and change my life.
fuck