Razor blades and glass tears...
Woo friggen hoo...I'm all done with the SAT's which is uber awesome. I don't know, though...ironically, I think I did better in Math rather than the whole Reading and Comprehension thing. It seemed really easy... I hope I did well. I can't believe I was so nervous about it. Samy was right: she told me the hardest part was analogies, and me, being an idiot, sat there and thought "oh, but I'm good at analogies, so I'll be fine"...umm, yeah, right. Those things were hella friggen hard. However, it is done and over with. If I screwed up, there's always next time.
Last night was kinda cool, then kinda downer-ish. I just went to work, which, is usually no big deal, but last night was awesome. First of all, I got to work with Mike, which is always fun. Then, lo and behold, he starts playing The Cure. Oh, I was so happy. Jeremy, Tina and Brandon were there, so we all had a blast joking around and being stupid all night. Plus, we had a really good rush **really good as in it was slow when we needed it, and it picked up when we were really bored** so time went really fast. **added bonus** I had Taco Bell!!! Whoo hoo...score for Kayz, O_o...
But, then I got home and I started talking to Nick...I feel so horrible. He's got so much shit that he's trying so hard to deal with. I'm happy that there really is someone in this world that cares about other people...but he just seems like he's stretching himself too thin sometimes...last night he was really upset because he's gotta deal with family shit, he's trying to help Cheyne, he's got a best buddy he's worried about, and the deal with Jerry, then his little...explorors thinigidie...Wish I knew what to say at times; I wish that there was a little button that I could push to make all of his troubles go away. Grrr....hate it when I don't know what to do or say at times...then, the rest of the night we weren't really even talking...which kinda made me sad cuz we used to be able to talk for hours on end...grrr, arg...it's ok...life shall go on, really...then I felt bad about all of the shit he's going through so I decided not to talk to him about other stuff...I don't think I'm going to now...he's got enough to worry about. I'll just leave him be...i apologized again though this morning so...yeah...that's all I gotta say...
Talked to Taylor on the phone for a few. She's starting to even sound bad...things aren't working out well with Jordan. I'm not sure what it is becuz she won't tell me...it had better not be something too bad, cuz I'll kill him. I wish I could do something for her, too. Damn, I feel so useless...but she's swears that, other than that, things are going well...her and mom are doing better, her dad moved back in, and Sean's not being such a dork anymore...so, other than Jordan, she's okay...I'm gonna hafta just buy her a good boyfriend...hehehe
So, yeah, other than all that...grrr...i still feel bad that my two best buddies are having hard times and I can't do shit to help them except listen to them vent. Wish I could do more...they're both such good people, and they don't deserve any of the bullshit that's been handed to them....**blah**
*~*ThAt'S aLl I gOtTa SaY*~*
Last night was kinda cool, then kinda downer-ish. I just went to work, which, is usually no big deal, but last night was awesome. First of all, I got to work with Mike, which is always fun. Then, lo and behold, he starts playing The Cure. Oh, I was so happy. Jeremy, Tina and Brandon were there, so we all had a blast joking around and being stupid all night. Plus, we had a really good rush **really good as in it was slow when we needed it, and it picked up when we were really bored** so time went really fast. **added bonus** I had Taco Bell!!! Whoo hoo...score for Kayz, O_o...
But, then I got home and I started talking to Nick...I feel so horrible. He's got so much shit that he's trying so hard to deal with. I'm happy that there really is someone in this world that cares about other people...but he just seems like he's stretching himself too thin sometimes...last night he was really upset because he's gotta deal with family shit, he's trying to help Cheyne, he's got a best buddy he's worried about, and the deal with Jerry, then his little...explorors thinigidie...Wish I knew what to say at times; I wish that there was a little button that I could push to make all of his troubles go away. Grrr....hate it when I don't know what to do or say at times...then, the rest of the night we weren't really even talking...which kinda made me sad cuz we used to be able to talk for hours on end...grrr, arg...it's ok...life shall go on, really...then I felt bad about all of the shit he's going through so I decided not to talk to him about other stuff...I don't think I'm going to now...he's got enough to worry about. I'll just leave him be...i apologized again though this morning so...yeah...that's all I gotta say...
Talked to Taylor on the phone for a few. She's starting to even sound bad...things aren't working out well with Jordan. I'm not sure what it is becuz she won't tell me...it had better not be something too bad, cuz I'll kill him. I wish I could do something for her, too. Damn, I feel so useless...but she's swears that, other than that, things are going well...her and mom are doing better, her dad moved back in, and Sean's not being such a dork anymore...so, other than Jordan, she's okay...I'm gonna hafta just buy her a good boyfriend...hehehe
So, yeah, other than all that...grrr...i still feel bad that my two best buddies are having hard times and I can't do shit to help them except listen to them vent. Wish I could do more...they're both such good people, and they don't deserve any of the bullshit that's been handed to them....**blah**
*~*ThAt'S aLl I gOtTa SaY*~*