May 15, 2004 22:44
Yeah, It's just another great day for little Miss Kayleigh Marie...
I can't help but to think about what's going on inside my head at times. I mean, I'm not doing as well as I could be in school, I haven't talked to Taylor in about two weeks now, I call Eric more than I do her, I haven't seen Kayla in God knows how long...and now this sudden thing with Nick...what the hell am i thinking? I don't even wear all black anymore. If that isn't a sign that there's a screw lose in my brain then I don't know what is...Perhaps it would be best if I took this one moment at a time.
Since I started high school, I've always disliked school. I do, however, hate Atech a little more than I could have ever hated Centennial. There's just something about Atech that bothers me. Some of the teachers, the people, the fact that it's a really small school...all of it just irks me.I know that doesn't justify the fact that I haven't been doing homework or studying lately, I just really don't want to be there. If it wasn't for a few choice things, I wouldn't be going there anymore.
I talk to Eric a lot because I haven't seen him in about two years and I really want to catch up on his life, that was an easy explanation. But what about Taylor? It's just like school...I don't have a good ebough reason not to call my best friend. I think it's because I'm so used to her living right next to me, I'm still not used to calling her every time I want to hear her voice...I still cry over her. I think about all of the great times we had roller blading together, prank calling Jeff and Mikey, helping Cory run away from his dead beat parents...those were the days...where did they all go? Damn it...I miss Taylor now...I'm gonna go cry.
**to be continued**