There is a new beautiful woman in my life...
And in spite of complications, we get along famously and in other circumstances some might say it's as if we were made for each other.
But, as I mentioned, there are issues. And these are issues which are difficult, possibly impossible to resolve. And yet, they are quite understandable.
So I am currently "with" but not WITH someone who might qualify as the girl of my dreams, but due to reality, who knows how far until we crash and burn. It's a complicated situation I don't think I'll explain until we either become official, if that proves even possible, or things with her go to zero.
It's not her fault things are so improbable (other than that she approached me and showed interest first... lol). And it's not my fault either (other than I have thus far refused to let her go).
We're just two amazing people in a fucked up situation looking for ways out of some things and the open doors leading into others.
Wish us luck.
I am at the point where I'm mature enough to realize I'll survive without her, if she chooses to, or has to leave. But I like her so much that I'm still pulling for the improbable. Anyone who's ever really cared for anyone probably knows what I mean.
Maybe I'll update this more often, since my mother and everybody else's parents are now on Facebook and I feel a little odd posting my unedited thoughts in front of... everybody I know.
Good night ladies and gentlemen. Wait, are there any other gentlemen who might actually read this?
But, as I mentioned, there are issues. And these are issues which are difficult, possibly impossible to resolve. And yet, they are quite understandable.
So I am currently "with" but not WITH someone who might qualify as the girl of my dreams, but due to reality, who knows how far until we crash and burn. It's a complicated situation I don't think I'll explain until we either become official, if that proves even possible, or things with her go to zero.
It's not her fault things are so improbable (other than that she approached me and showed interest first... lol). And it's not my fault either (other than I have thus far refused to let her go).
We're just two amazing people in a fucked up situation looking for ways out of some things and the open doors leading into others.
Wish us luck.
I am at the point where I'm mature enough to realize I'll survive without her, if she chooses to, or has to leave. But I like her so much that I'm still pulling for the improbable. Anyone who's ever really cared for anyone probably knows what I mean.
Maybe I'll update this more often, since my mother and everybody else's parents are now on Facebook and I feel a little odd posting my unedited thoughts in front of... everybody I know.
Good night ladies and gentlemen. Wait, are there any other gentlemen who might actually read this?